生米已煮成熟饭。

i learnt this from prida today. haha. she actually translated my simple 'what's done is done and cannot be undone' into this cheem phrase, or at least to me it is, not that i cant understand it.

anyway yep, true enough, i said it myself anyway, i cant look back and regret, or wished i hadnt done this or that anymore. in this case, wished i had done it earlier. i can only look forward and play my cards from the hand that i'm given now. or rather, the hand that i've caused myself to get. i deserve it anyway, from the amounts of effort i did, or did not, put in.

actually i did, but i just dont know how or why it landed me here. i guess its just my inconsistency in work this year, compared to the first 2 years. wow it really fooled me into thinking i'm actually smart. LOL. then i reviewed my results, from way back into primary school, and now after 9 years, i suddenly see the light. i didnt even get really fabulous results then either. it was good enough, you cant deny that, in that context and environment that is. but now in 3i and 4i, oh man, things are just way different, everyone's different and their styles and attitudes are too.

i just realised that too late and didnt change from before.

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AHHH!! oh man i hope they will accept me!! i want to play with the little children, and i want the $900! although i really have not much use for it now haha. it just feels good to have that money though, even though its really not much HAHA.

ooh and shangyin is renovating! omg its really starting to look like a real music studio like yamaha or cristofori. hahaha. and i cant wait for one of the sec3s to quick bring a good cello, preferably my old multi-cracked cello, to replace the lousy one and we'll have great lessons from then on!! yay! LOL.

rarr and its 4 days of school left before... before..

BEFORE THE END OF SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!!!!
can time just please stop now? :D

anyway, its so funny that commencement day is put before graduation night. like commencement then graduation?? LOL.

blah i'm talking rubbish now.

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