I ♥ Music

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

haiz.. i hate the holidays.

i find everything pointless now.. after my cello lesson today in the mrt, i was like.. suddenly thought to myself.. why am i playing the cello all of the sudden? i have never even thought of playing the cello last time. if you asked me last time to play the cello.. i would have said you siao. haha. then just now i was talking to some people on msn.. i suddenly thought to myself again.. why do i know them? when i picture myself with them, i feel... i'm not like them, like i dont belong with them.. since when did i start knowing them. haiz.. i guess i'm still like, stuck in the past. wayyyy in the past, ever since i went back to QNPS. haiz. i miss all my primary school friends and my primary school life, where eveything was so.. carefree. and i cant help but feel sad and sorry for the P6s this year. they have officially left QNPS and moved on to secondary school. haiz.. oh ya.. they getting back their PSLE results tomorrow!!! wahaha!! wonder how this year fared.. wonder what and who the highest PSLE score and scorer is for QNPS this year. wonder who and what are the top 10 for QNPS this year. wonder how much dillian and Jue Ying got. wonder if they can get into Nanyang and DHS... haha.

i don't feel like blogging anymore. cos theres nothing to blog about now. cos usually its like.. i lbog about what happened on a day.. but now, whats there to know. everythings the same for everyday. wake up, waste time doing nothing, eat waste time, eat, waste time, sleep. haiz.. unlike when we go to school. although we just go to school and study, at least we have our friends there and new things happen everyday. now its.. BLEARGH!

and to make things worse, ok, not worse, BORING, my father attempted to lock the channels that me and my brothers usually watch on TV!!! ITS THE HOLIDAYS!! WHY IN THE WORLD WOULD YOU WANT TO PREVENT US FROM WATCHING TV?! i mean, if its during school term, can lah, cos we need to study. but now its the holidays!! its already sooooo boring, and you want to make it worse! HA! but luckily for us, he didnt manage to lock the channels! HAHA!! *phew* but if one day he does lock it, don't blame me if i go out more often.

ARGH!! and i hate being the older sibling!! stupid. have to take care of the younger ones. AND I HAVE TWO!! two stupid stubborn naughty mischevious devilish (i tell you, you can really see their horns poking out of their heads) brothers! why not a sister?! stupid. and yesterday i scolded my brother for fighting with each other and crying sooooooooo much and making soooo much noise just because he wants my maid to do something for him, and when my father came back from work he scolded me. fine. i shall really not "give a shit" about them anymore. let them fight till they really kill themselves. FYI, they threw things at each other when they fought, hard solid metal things. and fine, i shall not care and "turn a deaf" ear when they cry and make a lot of noise over nothing and disturb the neighbours and let them complain.

and i dont like planning. especially when its the holidays. ARGH. why do i have to make a time table for myself during the holidays?! cant i just do whatever i want whenever i want?! its the holidays!! let me just relax for once!! planning a time table, its like.. you're restrained and you feel like you're in a rush, cos after you do something you have to start on the next. URGH! if i just do what i want when i want, i just do what i want when i want.

i only plan when i really have important things to get done on time. like today! stupid! so rush. all because i overslept. haha. i was supposed to go for piano at 9am. but i overslept and woke up at 11! haha. so it was changed to 2.30pm. and yesterday my cello was switched to 4.15pm this afternoon. so i was like "die, got time or not" haha. so i planned everything out.. leave at 2, reach at 2.30, finish and leave at 3.30, take bus and mrt to eunos takes approx. 20-30mins. so just right. BUT SO STUPID! i reached my piano teacher's house at 2.40! so i was like.. oh die oh die. then when i went in, my teacher was still teaching another student!!! WAH!! then teach until 3!! so i thought.. wah die lah!! finish at 4, no time already! haha. so when playing that time i rushed through everything. but stupid!! of all lessons, teacher chose to teach me all the extra details of the pieces TODAY!! but luckily and i dunno why or how, lesson ended at 3.40. haha. so i rushed off to shangyin and reached on time. haha. its like, when i went to the bus stop, the bus just arrived, then when i went to the mrt station, the mrt also just arrived when i reached, then the traffic light turned red and green man appeared when i just walked to the road. haha. its like.. all waiting for me to go. haha.

oh ya.. haha. i dont like drowning anymore!! ok, maybe still a little, but not as much anymore. so bye bye! got new song already. haha.

haha. can't wait to go back to malaysia!!! YAY!! thats the only place other than QNPS where i feel that things actually have a point. but i dont feel i quite belong there too though. haha. sometimes just feel left out in the whole family, cos i dont really speak in chinese, and i'm not really outstanding in what i do, although sometimes what i do benefits everyone else or whatever, but... ok. nvm. haha. but anyway.. their results came out already.. and i'm glad they did well. and i'm surprised though.. that Sheau Hui did the best among all the others and not Jia
Wern. but he did very well too. only 1 A less. haha. and its malay compo, but hey, i dont even speak in malay and you had to write a compo. ahha.

ok. i'm hungry already. haha. gonna go eat now. my mission this holiday is to gain weight. haha. bye.

Friday, November 18, 2005

WAHH!! yesterday i watched HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE!!!!!! nice lah. exciting. love the tasks, especially the first task. haha. wah, if it were me, i'd die even before the first task. can you imagine battling a dragon in front of the 3 schools?! its much much much worse than piano practical exam!! and i thought nothing could be worse than that. haha.

but the other stuff in the movie.. quite ok lah. THEY CHANGED THE PLOT SO MUCJ!! AND STUPID QUIDDITCH WORLD CUP AND THE DARK MARK THING WAS OVER IN 15 MINUTES!! I WANTED TO SEE THE MATCH!!! STUPID! then the whole dark mark thing was wrong! there was supposed to be a house elf with Barty Crouch Jr. they totally left out Winky!! and the gilliweed thing not supposed to be Neville give wan lor, its Dobby, i think. haha.

then the other tasks are ok. the maze not nice wan, although scary. they totally cut off all the challenges lor. stupid. but the voldermort part very nice. BUT SO SAD!! they killed cedric! then after the voldermort part when harry return to the crowd, harry down there crying like siao the crowd still cheering. haha. then when the Amos Diggory come down that time even sadder... so sad until i cry. haha. then harry down there keep crying and keep shouting no, he dont want to leave the body. haha. haiz..

overall the movie is still quite nice lah i guess.

yay.. today went back to QNPS for prize giving. ok.. the school looks totally WEIRD in green yellow and blue. eew.. and they repainted the wall of the people thingy!! how can they?! i remembered they painted that wall during a carnival wan lor... my brother helped paint it too!! and now its just a plain green wall. haiz..

i went to school earlier just now. cos of wendy lor. haha. then we wasted our time playing in the netball court. then some P6 guys came over and kept asking us to play a match with them. haiz.. keep pestering us. told them no already still ask and ask. haiz..

wow.. then daphne has 2 earholes! and she's getting another pierced next friday!! haiz.. then mrs choo still like ''encourage'' her.. say whats wrong with having more earholes. haha. but as long as you dont have any below the ears or at the eyebrows or whatever. haha. k lah.. quite true. but why would you want so many holes in your ears?

then 10.20 we went up to the hall already. oh ya.. then Adeeb so funny. he dunno what to wear so he wore a nice... erm.. outfit. haha. nice. so we went up to the hall.. sat down so awkwardly behind the P6. yay! i'm so proud of the P6s this year. think they can do better than us, but not expecting them to do as good as Dagong lah. haha. really. well, at least 2 already confirm in DHS. YAY!! Karis and Wan Ying. haha. at least now we wouldnt be so lonely, last time only got Qian Jun and Heng Jie. ok, and like, we dont talk to heng jie. hello? haha. ok.

then more people came. WOW.. Eugene has moustache ALREADY. like, my bro now then have. haha. then he also has braces on now. voice so deep somemore. changed soooo much. haha.

then the band started playing and the ceremony started. i think the band got a wee bit lousier?? =X.. oops. ok nevermind. then all the speeches and speeches and speeches. at least now the guest of honours aren't so rude now. i think they the rude ones weren't invited this time. haha. GOOD. so rude. they even dig their noses in front of everyone on stage! eew! haha.

then they started giving out the prizes... or vouchers. haha. i pity the prize winners, i think they still give them at most $15 or $20 only. haha. last time i only got $5! haiz. then our turn... ok, announce announce announce, go up go up go up, come down sit down, take a peek inside the envelope. WOW!! this time the stack of vouchers so thick! so surprised. haha. $50 this time. not really ALOT though, but, hello? the school's not very rich.. they give only $5 to people too you know. haha. but then the problem is.. its TIMES bookshop. haiz.. dunno what to buy there. i think i just stock up on stationeries for sec 2. WOW sec 2. so fast! and i was only P6 last year and i couldn't even imagine myself sec 1 and here i am, a month to sec 2! haha. sec 2. WOW. time sure passes REAL quick!

ok. after giving out prizes.. it was the play.. haiz. guessed correctly. without Mrs Peters.. the play's a mess! eew. not nice wan.. everything's singing and pointless. but the funny and good thing is that this time a lot of younger levels participated and even MS KHOR did. haha. so funny.. play her ''ipod''. so silly. haha.

haiz.. i miss the plays we did last time. so nice. P2 was Wizard of Oz. P3 forgot, cos i wasn't invovled in prize giving. P4 was some The Prince and the Pepper Corn thing is it.. or something like that. haha. then P5 was RUMPELSTILTSKIN! haha that was quite nice. i was the lighting person. haha. but the STUPID AH KUA!! stupid extra. ok.. then last year i think was the best lor. Cinderella but with a twist. haha. the glass slipper fitted Grandma instead and Cinderella ended up marrying the kitchen chef Buttons, aka AMOS!! haha.

then after the play was the tea reception. whoa.. felt so good, specially ushered by the teachers to the music room together with the guest of honours! haha.but DURING the tea reception.. haiz.. so awkward. we just sit there all by ourselves, talking among ourselves. then that LI DAGONG, haha. poor him. everyone go talk to him. stupid. haiz.. but at least mrs choo came. haha. oh ya, the food was... bad =X. haha.

then after that finish already, me, christine(ng) and daphne went to canteen to wait for eli. haha. then saw all the 6/1 people there. their class look so nice. everybody so happy together. unlike secondary school. oh, then after that i just remembered it was THEIR last day of school in QNPS, felt so sad for them, remembering MY last day of school. haiz. they're not coming back to Qiaonan so often anymore.. haiz.. so sad.

haha. then before they left each otehr, we saw them hugging each other, saying goodbye. then this eli so funny, say what "ehh, why i dont remember us doing that last time arr? oh ya, we last time heck care each other wan." haha. silly eli. so funny. then for those remaining, we helped them write in their sad sad autograph book or whatever they call it now. haha. and i'm STUCK with our school motto! PERSEVERE TO EXCEL! so i kept telling them to persevere to excel. haha. lame.

then we took the bus to TM, they went to TM, i went home. haha. end of weird awkward day back in Qiaonan. still can't believe they're sec 1s next year already and WE'RE SEC 2!!!! WAHHH!!! SIAO AH! i'm still in the process of accepting the fact that i'm no more P6 but sec 1 you know.. and here i am, sec 2 next year!! why can't time go slower.. whats the hurry?! stupid.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

hahahaha!! yesterday's class outing was funny. a bbq ended up being.... a.... not bbq. haha. me nicc, prida, ros, sop went to weijia's house at 12 first to dunno do what, wait for more people i think. so while waiting, we watch CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY!! so freaky wan the movie. haha. Johnny Depp so spooky... haha. then in the end we only samuel came. haha. so its like we waited for one hour plus for samuel only. haha.

then after that we went to east coast park. ms tang was there too. then we played monkey.. so funny, prida will always pass the ball to samuel when he's monkey and vice- versa. haha.

then after that i went blading with nicc and then me and prida borrowed dunno natalie and amanda's bikes and rode it. haha.

then later me ros and prida went to the beach to play. then we wrote our names on the sand. then we so stupid. we wanted to take a photo of it with my hp mah, but its too big, so we took turns to try and kept jumping up and down to try and take from a higer angle. then so funny, later we just moved to the side and realised we could take the whole pic from there. haha. so stupid.

then while we were at the beach being stupid, the others were trying to set up the bbq. haha. then when we go back that time nicc and sop scolded us for slacking and not helping =X. haha. but in the end just when they got it going, it started to rain, so we hurried back to weijia's house and ate all the food there.

oh ya. the stupid 7/11!! cheated me ros and prida of our umbrella! stupid waste our money buying the evian water!!

ok nvm.. then back at weijia's house while we were eating we watched ICE PRINCESS!! so nice the movie!! then after Ice Princess, most of the people go already, but i still stayed on lah. cos my father havent come to fetch me yet. then we watched PRINCESS DAIRIES 2. haha. then just when the show was ending then my father came and i went home.

oh ya.. haha. when we watching ice princess that time right.. it was 7 plus 8pm already. then Mr Tan was supposed to come that day mah, but then he smsed : my children are sick and i cannot come or what lah, enjoy yourselves. haha. so late then tell us. haiz..

anyway.. YAY!! I'M FINALLY WATCHING HARRY POTTER TONIGHT!! but so stupid, i forgot lor, the movie starts at 10pm and will end at around 12plus almost 1am. and tomorrow i still have to go back to my primary school for prize giving!! wah.. haha. tmr go collect prize with panda eyes. haha.. haiz.. dont care lah. at least i watched harry potter!! yay!!

haiz.. and my stupid phone starting to have problems AGAIN!! yesterday all the messages didnt come in till late at night. then some stupid person kept smsing me!! stupid. luckily i didnt receive them earlier. spoil the whole night at weijia's house. haha. then now the sound got problem again. last time i fixed it so easily, now like cannot fix wan. haiz.. maybe wait for a while then can already. ahh, no need already. haha. ok already.

then now my stupid phone also cannot send pictures to email, then i can upload it in the com. stupid.

anyway, gotta go prepare for dinner at my father's office there already, then later go watch HARRY POTTER!! yay!!!! bye!

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

haiz.. tomorrow got class outing. not really looking forward to it. but who cares. i'll just go there and have fun. if not with all the people there, then at least have fun with all my good friends. haha. haiz.

oh ya. haha. just now prida called me and told me that they were thinking of going swimming and some teachers will be there too. haha. can you imagine mr shawn lim, mr gan, mr tan, mr raja in swimming trunks!! hahahahaha!!! that would be soooo funny!!! haha!! then so funny you know this prida. she said she could imagine binghowe in swimming trunks but she cannot imagine eustance. haha. then mr fong she also can. haha. eew..

WAHH!!! this holiday so boring!!! yay!! i most probably going to watch harry potter with my father and brother this thursday, that is if there's still seats available. haha. then when we go back to malaysia 10 days from now we go watch it again, but this time with my younger bros, cos there's much cheaper. haha. yay! cant wait to wach it! whee!!

oh ya, 24th nov the p6s getting back their psle results. good luck to those p6s getting back their results!! cant believe 1 year flew by so quickly. and its gonna get quicker and faster the next few years till i die. haha. wah, i still remember last year when i got back my psle results. i was so disappointed! haha. i almost cried XD. but when i saw all my other friend's results, i shut up. haha. oh ya, that reminds me. yay!! i going back to QNPS for prize giving!! yay!! wonder if the play this year is nice. haiz.. mrs peters not around anymore, wonder who organized the play. mrs choo?? hope its nice. doesnt sound nice though =X. haha. last year's was soooo nice lor! cinderella but with a twist. forgot what the title was. haha.

haiz.. i really dont feel like going to class bbq tomorrow!!! haiz...somebody help!! haiz. aiya, dont care lah.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

eeeee!!! stupid. i dont like the song drowning anymore. used to love it. bleargh. stupid.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

yay!! i'm finally using the computer again in 1month and a day!! haha. ok, and now i dunno what to blog anymore. haiz.

the EOYs turned out fine X). but i keep feeling i didnt give it my best adn could have done better. aiya. but who cares lah. i'm only sec 1. i have 5 more years ahead of me. haha.

the holidays started. haiz. bleargh. 2 MONTHS!! nothing to do AT ALL!!! so boring!! holidays also not going to much places for very long... only going back to malaysia a couple of times. haiz.

but at least my mom just bought a 1000 piece puzzle for me to do. AAHHHHH but finishing already!! it wont even last a week!! unless i cannot finish whats left now lah - the huge red sky. WAHH!! so difficult lor!! all same colour wan. no different shades to differentiate them, only a few stars. AHHH! nevermind. i have a whole 7 more weeks to complete. AHH!!! 7 weeks!!

then fen zu starts ONLY IN DECEMBER!! why of all times DECEMBER?!! why not noww??? stupid. but anyway.. got DYB CHALET!! yay!! haha.

oh ya. then so stupid lor. last thursday i went to shangyin for lesson as usual, but only to find out that there was NO LESSON and i had wasted everybody's time. but luckily that time is my parents fetch wan, so just call them back to pick me up. haha. then later we went to chinatown point or something. cos my brother wanted an aeroplane to fly in the sky in the field in front of my house. but alot of people fly theirs there anyway.

then next day went to parkway with nicc to use up her $1oo MPH voucher. haha. so good lor. $100. if i had it i'd buy loads of rubbish, pens that i like but dont have and more rubbish. haha.

then yesterday was fun. went to bugis with nicc, christine, sop, ros and dawn. watched SKY HIGH!! haha. very nice but the plot also very predictable, plus ALOT of 'stupid!'s and 'yes!'es thoughout the movie. haha. so funny.

and today, back to the boring life. but at least now the computer's fixed! o can just play all day. but then this stupid computer going to spoil already. so its either very slow or always hanging. but it seems only when I use the computer it will like that. stupid. haiz.

read a story in the jia qi du wu this morning. quite nice actually. although a bit sick and maybe a little far-fetched to happen in my life. haha. so, now i have 11 more stories to go... 1 in the morning and 1 at night before going to sleep, wow, i can finish it in 6 days. yay! way earlier than the 1 month that i had estimated. haha. thought it was going to be like the zhong guo ren zhi hui. haha. well, at least its not. but i still dont know how i'm going to do the du wu bao gao. haiz. 500 WORDS lehh!! die lah.

haiz. now, even using the computer is boring.

wondering if i should change blogskin. haiz. if i manage to find a nice one then change lor. this one's getting abit boring, although i still like it a lot. haha. the pics so funny.

k lah. so boring. think i'll end here, or else i'll just be writing down rubbish cos its so boring. haha. kkx. bye.

(wonder when's prize giving (QNPS). haha)