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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

behold.. i'm going to vent my anger now. haha. according to mrs hong, i cannot bottle up my anger, or i'll EXPLODE!

I'm angry, (ok, i admit it) i'm sad. i'm angry and sad at the same time.

angry + sad = hungry

student's lives are so different now from last time. we are like so busy and super stress lah. i'm so angry. its not that i dont want to eat. its not that i dont want to sleep. you think i like it? you think i want to die. its that i have no time at all lah. see what with SYF coming up in just one week, we have practices almost everyday, official or non official. we leave school at like 6-7pm, by the time we reach home, how much time do you think we have left to rest or do homework? i'm like dying here!! i have TONS of homework not done and not passed up for WEEKS.

lets do some math now.

supposedly we wake up at 6am, get ready and leave for school.
we finish school at 1.45pm = 7 1/2 hrs of studying.
CCA starts at 2pm. time left for packing up and (im)possible lunch = 15mins.
CCA ends at 6pm (last time 7). time spent with cello = 4hrs.
travelling time = 1hr. time we reach home = 7pm.
Dinner + rest = 1hr. time to start homework = 8pm.
total time out since the moment stepped out of house = 13hrs

how much time do we have left for homework before parents will want us to sleep?
and being out and doing so much the whole day, naturally you'll reach home tired right?

so.. upon reaching home tired and still having to do homework.. i cant concentrate!! and have to spend so much time on it in the end. and if i spend so much time on it.. i'll have to eat into my sleeping time!! so if i sleep late, and wake up early the next day, i'll feel tired and sleepy. so in class, i cannot concentrate! and if homework was not completed the previous day, i need to do them during my spare times, i.e. recess! WHERES THE TIME TO EAT?!! and after that, i'll need to rush off for CCA or what not, and reach home late again.. blah blah blah.. IT ALL REPEATS ITSELF!!

lack of sleep, lack of food, lack of concentration = black eyes, weight loss, deproving grades.

:)

you think i'm happy losing yet another so many kilograms while i'm ALREADY SUPER UNDERWEIGHT? you think i dont want to sleep? i cannot!!!! WE cannot!! at a time we need your suppost most, you scold us. times are different, its not as easy as you think it is now. dont start throwing tantrums or start getting petty, i forgot, yes. but you think i dont have enough on my mind already?

RARRRR!!!!

people are saying i'm getting weird already!!!

HELP!!!

i left my smiles with you guys..
i left my laughters in 2G.

WE NEED A MIRACLE TO HAPPEN!