I ♥ Music

Saturday, July 01, 2006

urgh. i was sleepy then till now that i suddenly came across and thought of this. it really angers me, this.

i cannot, absolutely CANNOT stand people who are so desperate. to me they are like the worst kinds of people ever to live on earth. its just so disgusting. they cannot wait till time passes but just go around pleading openly to the world instead, losing all dignity and respect they once had. its just so shameless. yucks.

and i cant stand vulgar people. really vulgar ones, like those who use Fs like they're a normal word they would use in a composition. they use it so freely whenever they want, wherever they want, however they want, they dont even know what it means anymore. its just dumb, what they're doing, spoiling their own image of themselves. yet another shameful thing to do.

but whats worse is, where they get the words from. where DO you think they got it from. their parents? i dont think so. their siblings? even so, where did THEY get it from then? they must have gotten it from really uneducational, unbenefitting movies or TV shows. ok, it might have been the fault of the film producers, but they still blindly picked it up from there too, thinking its so cool to use such words without thinking what it really means or what it will do to you. i mean, at their age now, dont they know whats right and wrong, whats good or bad, what you should or should not do? where's all their values? even though they might have picked up those words at a very young age, now that they're older, they should think through on what they're saying, the words that are coming out of their mouths, those foul foul words.

what would people think of them? i'd feel embarassed being around them if i heard them uttering Fs with those unsightly lips. i'd feel so sorry for them they dont know thier values well at all.

thinking its cool and nice to say them, they must have wanted to fit in so so badly. what they didnt know is that they would be the outcasted ones soon enough. its just disgusting. my eyes twitch at the sight of it. my ears feel uncomfortable if they enter them. urgh.

but whats the worst that can happen? a person is both a desperate despo AND a really REALLY REALLY vulgar person. almost every sentence he / she says, there's sure to be vulgarities coming out of those dirty mouths. disgusting. and they dont even know there's a problem with it. they dont even know theres a problem with THEMSELVES.

their friends. are they real friends? are they true to them?

the scariest thing is if they're not, if they're just putting on an act in front of them, to make them feel better, to make them feel accepted, just to make them happy.

out of pity? i dont know.

why exactly, i dont know. i'm lucky not to have any of these kinds of people as my close friends.

but how can they bear to stay close to them and really be part of them? unless they're the same kinds of people, then there's no question to it. if not, there's really almost no way one could be around them for so long.

its almost unbearable, having to tolerate it.

Fortunately, i have none of these kinds of people as my close friends, or at least not as bad, but mostly, not at all.

unfortunately, i feel really ashamed and embarassed that i even KNEW one then, and until recently, now.

i would not have known anything about it. i would not have to have to tolerate or put up with any of these. but i had to.

i dont blame it, but i just feel sorry for you, the way you turned out to become.

thats all.