I ♥ Music

Friday, June 30, 2006

wahaha! i had my BIG BREAK today! i played SOLO in dazu today! wahaha.

this was what happened.

at one part of chun1, we played very messily. so ttk asked us all to play 2 by 2, and since we had an odd number of people in dazu today, i was put alone. so ended up up i had to solo myself.

my heart was beating so hard when the others were playing then, you could really feel my cello was moving up and down up and down!

then it was my turn to play, so i played, and finished! voila! and ttk actually said "oh hao3," and moved on to the basses. AHAH!

before me, samuel played wrongly and ttk ask him that he never practise right, and need to be more familiarised with it. haha. then he also said something about cally and mayping. oh, and cally played solo for a short while also, cos mayping didnt know that she started already.

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whee!! primary school memories are coming back to me now after tracking exclassmates down for their contact details. but the memories are the good ones of course. bad ones were long LONG forgotten, until now, that is.

anyway, i'm not talking about it.

primary school days were just so carefree and fun then. not so much stress as compared to now. leon's still as funny now as then. wallace is... he has a stead now i heard. yiming is still as playful. i saw sean at loyang point just before school reopened, he was taller and tanner, but he looked blur. eli is still the same, funny siao and still as chatty. haha.

now i'm missing primary school. but all the teachers except Mr Ee left already! sigh. cant wait till the gathering, IF we have one. hah, i'l make sure we have one then.

wahhh! but i dont want - ok. nevermind. i'm not gonna say it. cos its not safe to say it here. URGH. cant stand it.

we're having a debate/discussion over that 'matter' now. haha. so funny.

everyone's talking about it now. haha.

urgh, now i know my blog is not safe anymore. ~~damn it~~

sorry, i didnt want to be as vulgar as someone, though this is just very mild. but i'm really very angry about it now. but so what. if i just watch what i say, then it'll be fine. but i just cannot stand the fact that -, nevermind.

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i really really pity her sometimes. she doesnt know what people are really thinking. either that or she's in serious self-denial. but then again, her 'friends' may be really GREAT actors. actually, i think thats it.

she thinks she's so accepted and loved and cared for by all the people around her. the sad thing is that she doesnt know what is really going on.

i'm in no position to say all these, wait, i have. but yes or no, i'm not going to. like i said, its not safe here anymore. but where is anyway? nevermind.

ok, i'm not saying anymore. partly cos i've got other things to do, and because i just dont want to . haha. cos it doesnt concern any of you, except some. ahha.

you're lucky if it doesnt. if it does, at least we had some fun. haha.