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Saturday, September 24, 2005

IF I DONT REALLY KNOW YOU AND DONT WANT TO KNOW YOU, PLEASE GO AWAY. SHOOO!! DUST'S LOVER, YOU KNOW WHO.. (this does NOT have anything to do with dust, i just dont want that person i'm referring to to know who dust's lover is. haha.)

haiz.. i suddenly forgot what i wanted to blog about. right. ya. so scary, yesterday night i dreamt that i broke my cello!! as in the whole finger board came out!! and the whole body was crushed and beyond repair!! but the worst thing is... ITS THE SCHOOL'S CELLO!! but luckily it was a dream lah, but it was SOOOO real!! i was actually panicking and sweating... and didnt dare to tell my parents that i accidentally broke the cello cos they had to buy another cello to replace the school's, but that was all in the dream lah of cos.

haha. then luckily i was awoken by a phone call by wenbo, asking me the timetable of the EOYs. haiz. then after telling her, i fell back asleep. but then, a few minutes later another phone call came. this time it was from nicc, asking me the SAME thing. haha. then after that i went back asleep again. guess what time i woke up?? 2.30++pm haha.

haiz. then after that at around 5+pm me and my mother went to pick up my COUSIN'S cello from repair. haha. its finally mended and glued back. was told that they had cracked the whole thing apart and stuck a nail in to hold them together and stronger and stick it back with glue. haiz.. then the knob thingy is better now, i guess.

haiz.. my mother's out to pick up my father from the bus station now.. haha. so funny. its their anniversay today.. and my mom was complaining that my dad forgot about it. ahah. so funny.

oh ya, then just now at about 5+ my dad called me to ask the price of the muvo!! haha. ooh..

haiz.. now so sian.

urgh. now then i know that 1G guys + nicole are so competitive. nicc dont be angry at me. but no wonder their results are so good. competing and pushing themselves so hard. haiz. look at benjamin's nick : *sIGh*....MUS...BEAT..NICOLE...AND...BING...HOWE!!!..Tidus......X....Yuna.......*SigH*........sOrRoW???.......oR....nOT?....!?!?
urgh. i mean like.. just do your best lah. compete with yourself. challenge yourself, not others. you mean that let say in 1 test everyboday else got 60+ marks and you got 61. oh! your the highest! you're very happy? but 61 is still a B4...? challenge yourself to do the best you can, what you are able to do. who knows you can achieve much higher than you do now? but actually competitions are good in some way still though. epecially in 1G. you dont compete, you dont go anywhere. everybody's marks are like, so high lah. you dont push yourself to do as good as them, you fall behind and die. urgh. but dont ask me how i get my marks. really. i was shocked.

haiz.. but next year, too bad for benjamin. wenbo's gonna move to canada and nicc's probably going to nanyang. haiz..lose to competitors.

so sad nicc's going to nanyang. duno what i'm going to do without nicc. before school, every recess, every test or exam... haiz..

feeling very bored now. duno what to do. haiz.

haiz.