I ♥ Music

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

wah.. i realised i used 'sian' as a post title for a total of 5 times already!! haha.

but really lah.. my life is SSSOOOOO boring... nothing to do everyday.. especially during holidays!! urgh.. thats the worst thing now. haha

ok.. so about my piano exam.. I'M PRETTY SURE I WILL FAIL!! my scales was okayy, miraculously. then was my first piece!! wah!! among all the times i played my 1st piece, that was the worst!! AAHHHH!! then my ornaments all cannot playyyyy!!!! really really really VERYVERYVERY bad!! REALLY!! then my 2nd piece was bad also. my rhythm all wrong!! stupid. then my 3rd piece.. my worst fears came true.. AAHHH!!! then middle part where i always fumble, i fumbled like SIAOOOO! at home before going for the exam i tried playing it 1 last time, twice in fact. both times i didnt fumble lehh!! i was so happy lor! then exam that time i fumbled like siao!! then must stop.. then continue. wah!! sure fail wan lah!!

then sight reading, same as every single year. played as usual, felt that it was not that bad, bad results come out that time, expect to see a fail.

then aural.. it was the weirdest thing.. i answered everything, feeling confident that it was the right answer.. but i just dunno why it IS that answer in the first place. haha.

haiz.. so overall will fail lah.

hmph! so angry.. ~~jealous actually X)~~ not fair!! christine got an PINK ZEN NEEON for her birthday!! her parents really very nice lehh.. they're probably the nicest most loving parents i've ever seen. seriously. christine so lucky lor..

haiz.. going for my piano lesson later. urgh.. wait till i tell my teacher what happened during the exam.. she'll.. aiya, dunno what she will do lah. anyway.. i also dunno what we will do later... i dont have the next grade exam pieces yet, i dont even know what grade i will be taking. cause my brother skipped grade 7 after doing grade 6, despite FAILING it too!! haiz.. probably do theory later on lah.. wha.. so long never do theory already.. stupid.. i'm so far behind on theory anywayy.

oh ya.. haha!! i learnt new ba wei on cello already!! haha. but so dificult to remember the notes lor.. AHH!! next lesson i'm going to die already.. the only way is to memorise the fingering, but thats not gonna help much in future. haha.

anyway.. gotta go already. gonna be late.

oh ya.. they FINALLY built a PROPER path across the huge filed outside my house!! haha!! yay!!

buhbye!