I ♥ Music

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

haiz... ahaha... i say bye in da previous post alrdy.. still blog sumore.. ahaha.. haiz... 2day i duno wad happened 2 me.. emotionally unstable.. ahahas.. in da morning.. i come 2 sch happy happy wan.. den i actually bought sth 4 nicole on sat rites... da keychain thingy.. so when she came in2 class.. i gave it 2 her lahs.. den later we were doing our own things... like.. wadeva we always do in da morning lah.. den later.. nic was like.. talking abt eustance n me... those stupid things.. den i was like a bit angry... so i juz kicked her chair.. n who knew.. he bag fell on da floor, all her things came out.. n da keychain which she hanged on her bag fell n hit da ground too.. n she hurriedly picked it up.. n said dat it had a crack alrdy.. so she like felt very sad lah.. den i oso very sad lor.. cos i bought dat 4 her.. den nxt day.. I broke it. haiz..

but den later got ACC test.. den as i posted in my previous post.. i became very siao!

den later recess dat time when we all returned 2 class.. waiting 4 mrs wong (she was late)... i oso very siao.. cos at 1st... nic was like.. keep laughing at ****'s **** (dun wan 2 say.. later offend u)... den she ask me 2 see oso.. den i oso found it very funnie.. so laugh like mad oso lah... den later i got quite tired of it oso.. n a bit scared.. cos sth happened.. duno wad..

so i was like 'admiring' da class' ''noisiness''. den it was like.. suddenly became quite.. den all of a sudden prida broke da silence n said..AAH!! 4got wad she said alrdy.. ahaha... but it was VERY funnie lah.. referring 2 da thing dat she said n da way she suddenly broke da silence.. den it was like.. da class resume as normal, noisy n... i like it lah.. den later it suddenly quiten down again.. den now is GOH JIA YING break da silence.. he suddenly said.."eh! why so quiet?!" ahahahaha!! i laughed like mad ar!! hahaha!!

den later tcher came.. n i suddenly felt depressed.. cos we were supposed 2 do da comic strip thing.. but i dint do.. so its like.. i kinda let da grp down.. n nic was like quite angry wif me.. so i oso very sad lah.. but we got it done eventually..

den was HCL.. wah! dat wan i realli duno wad happened to me!! maybe its da music dat tcher played or wad.. its very nice lah.. but sounded so sad... den make me feel worse! den nic turned around n tried 2 talk to me... but she say " y i these few days so sad??!!" den she like.. bcos i so sad.. she like dun 1 2 talk 2 me alrdy.. den i even more sad, i duno y, i suddenly breakdown.. ahahas.. siao.. but i dun think its bcos nic lah.. haiz..

but den later after sch.. me n wei jia n christine stay bck lah.. da main reason is 2 study 4 sci lah.. but den in da end dint.. we ended up watching da interclass competitions.. n playing on da piano at da foyer.. ahahas.. we played To Zanarkand!! it rocks!! ahahas.. den later we 'toured' around da sch.. but not nice wan.. nvr even walk 1/2 da sch den dun wan 2 walk alrdy... onli walked da 1st level of blk A!! haiz.. den later i went hme b4 dem.. dey stayed in sch 2 study...

den on da bus rite.. deres like dis small girl.. i think she frm 1J.. she fell aslp on da 158B bus!! so i was like.. duno whether 2 wake her up or not.. den i didnt!! OMG! duno how she doing now.. how she got hme.. i felt so bad!! ahaha.. hiaz.. ahaha..

den later go hme practise cello again! dis time i mastered da 4 songs!! YaY!! so happy! so dis wk i practised 2 times alrdy! plan 2 practise again on thurs.. den fri got sectionals (i hope!) so total would be 4 times!! i feel a strong sense of accomplishment on dat.. which i shldnt.. cos i supposed 2 like practise everyday!! ahaha!! den end up onli 4 times! n i feel so happy abt it.. but at least its MUCH better than my piano!! nvr realli SIT STILL AND PRACTISE 4 1 WHOLE HR b4.. ahaha.. unlike cello.. 2 day i think i practise 4 2 hrs lor! ahaha!! so nice! rather than play piano pieces.. eeew! so boring! To Zanarkand is 1000x nicer!! ahaha!! haiz... still feeling depressed btw.. hopefully can fell much better on fri.. haha!! luv fridays!! okies.. buaiz! hopefully i dun think of anything else n blog it! hahas!

3 things which made me feel... erm.. duno how 2 describe.. it juz suddenly hit me hard.. :
1. da song which was being played during HCL lesson...
2. 'So near yet so far...' quoted by Liu Lao Shi...[suddenly made me think of sth which made me feel so sad :'( ]
3. 'There's no difference between the teardrops and the rain..' haiz.. so sad..