blahs..

2010-12-28T12:09:00.001+08:00

sentosa yesterday (:

2010-12-24T18:42:00.001+08:00

rapunzel. forgiving him.

2010-12-22T10:52:00.001+08:00

i. can. and. i. will.

2010-12-21T09:53:00.001+08:00

back today (:

2010-12-19T23:26:00.000+08:00

red face. had fun. i love the song.

2010-12-18T14:17:00.001+08:00

third day. half-way through. always on my mind.

2010-12-17T00:14:00.002+08:00

no wi-fi. a hand on the shoulder.

2010-12-16T00:55:00.000+08:00

i. miss. you.

2009-09-07T00:08:00.004+08:00

I am sad ): so very sad )):

so, i decided to surf yahoo and type "how to cheer someone up" into the search bar and clicked on the first result that came up.

the first step says: Make faces.

There's something called the "facial feedback hypothesis" which basically says that whatever face you make will affect how you feel. Usually, it works the other way around: if you're grouchy, you scowl; if you're happy, you smile; if you're surprised or scared, you open your eyes and mouth. But it's a two way street. If you want to feel happy and cheerful, force yourself to smile. Really smile. Hold that expression for 10 seconds. Repeat as needed. It's almost like engaging the "smile muscles" activates the "happy section" of your brain associated with smiling.

so, i tried. i raised the sides of my mouth and smiled for 10 seconds. and guess what? it's true! i did feel a little lighter. but just for that 10 seconds. ): my heart sank again after that.

the fifth step says: Be thankful.

Everyone has something to be grateful for. Make a list of the good things that have happened to you. If nothing instantly springs to mind, you aren't trying hard enough. If all else fails, think of how life could be worse, and flip the thought process to recognize what you do have. For example: You're flunking out of school. How could it be worse? You could not even have a chance go go to school. You could be at the end, rather than the beginning of the term. Then your thought process can turn into "Well, at least I have a chance to go to school, and I still have time to turn my grades around." Get a notebook and a pen, and write down all the good things that you have. Every time you are feeling negative, read through them and remind yourself that it's not all bad.

i am thankful that mayping is trying to make me feel better and telling me funny things to make me laugh, again. hahaha. yeah and i am thankful that yulong's laughing at me. but after that he was nice enough to tell me dont be sad, he scored low too, and we could be sad together.

the seventh step says: Forgive.

In addition to being thankful, it is also good practice to forgive those who have hurt you in the past. Sit in a quiet place with your eyes closed and concentrate on the people you want to forgive. Imagine you are sitting in a circle with those who have done you harm. See their faces in your mind, and take turns concentrating on each one of them individually. When you really feel connected to one of them, say out loud, "I forgive you". Ideally this routine is ended by forgiving yourself for things in your life that you regret or cannot control. The purpose of this exercise is to create serenity with feelings of peace and renewal. Note that you don't forgive others for their benefit (or because they deserve it); it's for your benefit, so you can put the past behind you and move on.

I forgive you, examiner. even though i do not remember your face. i do remember though, thinking to myself you look like the new potions master in the half blood prince. lol.

and lastly: Accept.

This concept, which is central to eastern philosophies like Buddhism, is based on the idea that the world is perfect just the way it is. There is much around us that isn't perfect.. and that's okay. We can just accept this state of affairs, and decide that we don't need our life to be perfect in order for us to cheer up. This is related to the point Be Grateful, above.

Do i accept that i'm an almost failure, that my 5 years of blood sweat tears hardwork and pure love for the music is worth only this much? not just yet. maybe in a few days.

and then as you scroll down that website, there's a warning at the bottom.
If, while making a list of the good things that have happened to you, nothing springs to mind, see a doctor! This is a possible indication of clinical
depression. Clinical depression can be medically treated, but left untreated can result in loss of job, friends or life.

ok. wow am i glad i can still think of good things. and now i can add this to my new list of things to be thankful for. that i'm not yet clinically depressed. congratulations, myself (:

2009-08-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

OMG. let me illustrate just how completely DEAD this retarded blog is. i was too bored and having a headache from staring at WR this entire afternoon, so i decided to come visit the blog and see what's left of it. so in the url bar, guess what i typed.

smile-itsgood!

OMG i even forgot my own url lah! it's that pathetic! hahahaha.
ok, that's all.

oh yah! this morning i woke up and suddenly decided to open up my drawer and count how many programme booklets i've collected since sec1. and i've been to and performed in 42 CO concerts this past 5 years!

ok, this was random.i shall get back to staring at EoM now instead. and i hereby predict that this blog will resume it's dead status, and will not be revisited until many months later.

unless a miracle happens. LOL.
Byebye world!

2009-07-10T23:22:00.004+08:00

omg. this has got to be like, my 3rd attempt to revive this blog. think it's gonna be yet another failure. HAHA. i just read kiayi's post which ended up appearing on facebook too, and i think i've lost 100% readership too. not that there were many to start off with anyway, so it doesnt matter haha. i like it like this too.

omg in this past month that went by, H1N1 surfaced, then went over 1000 cases in a blink of an eye, and now the world's decided to stop monitoring -.- they gave up. haha. while the world's been busy coping with the flu, they lost a king of pop. and then CTs are over too. and the week of SUPPOSED HOLIDAY is over too. and it's back to school next week with the LOUSY TIMETABLE.

omg this june holidays were the WORST ever. all my free days were spent studying. cant believe i actually STUDIED my holidays away. i really even brought notes to study during my holiday in tioman too!! i didnt even get to be a couch potato even for a day!! but in the end, CTs also still like that. i bet i'll just fail 2 papers and pass 2 papers.

and omg, we got our wish for school to close after CTs! haha ok, it didnt close, but school's out for senior high! or so we all take it to be, even though it's home-based learning. so i finally got to be my couch potato on monday! hahaha. but then i got a headache after so much tv, i decided that was the last time i'm gonna be a couch potato this year. heh.

wah and the timetable next semester is crazy for me lah! monday is SO SUPER LONG, with like no breaks in the afternoon until 615pm, with 2hrs of bio lab lesson right after mass pe! we're all gonna stink up the lab! and the specimens are all gonna die from our stink HAHA. and we have like 5 periods of GP tutorial in a day on tues. 2 periods in the morning, 3 in the afternoon. what's with that?! tuesdays are gonna be full of weirdness. and on the timetable it says our chem teacher is some mr/ms/mrs/mdm? tan jiaqi. omg where's mr soh?!!

RARRRR. it will really be monday blues from this week on.

2009-05-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

ok that was such a bad attempt to revive this blog -.-

hai, senior high life is like, just full of studying. lucky i'm a retarded person with crazy friends, so i can find fun joy and laughter in the simplest things when we're NOT studying, even if it's not funny to a normal person. LOL.

and everything in the school is now finally open! the library is COOL, except that it's like super echo-ey. seriously, if a pin drops, it will sound throughout the entire library. when i was studying there last week, mr tan seng huat was like at the table in front of me. haha i know i very evil, but i was so hoping he'd just sneeze once. LOL. good conducive place for studying though.

the student lounge is now open too. haha omg it's so gonna be my favourite place to go! went there on monday before mass PE, we played taboo! screaming and laughing like nobody's business. damn fun. and i played pool too! ok, not play, but just tried to hit some balls. LOL. i managed to learn to hit them! next, learn to aim. haha.

the school field is open also. and it was crazy, the very first thing the teachers made us do to the running track was run 8 rounds on it!! rarr..

hai, and tmr is GP common test already. this is scary, it's the first 'proper' 'exam' we're having in 'JC' already. argh and my june holidays will be spent studying! this is the first time ever my JUNE hols are spent STUDYING can. usually it's like packed with real holidays and CO stuff. haha. ah but i guess it's better than december holidays where i do nothing but vegetate in front of the TV on the sofa. haha but that's not too bad either (:

ok, time to go revise a little for GP, though i have no idea what i can do. hai, and i feel like getting assessment books to do for maths and chem. then this will be the first time in 5 years i own an assessment book again. lol.

ahh.. hope i dont get a mental block tmr.
WHEEEE!

2009-04-16T20:31:00.003+08:00

omg i realised i'm quickly starting to forget things that happened! everytime i sit and think what happened on which day of the last week, i cant remember! so i've decided to continue blogging again to document my days. HAHA.

sounds like i'm dying or something. CHOY. but i think my memory is haha.

anyway, OMG JUNIOR HIGH SYF IS IN 6 DAYS! AHHH!!! damn scared for them lah! the fate of DHSCO is in their hands now! today during geog, we suddenly started talking about the cca's syfs and their results. then even ms aw said "wah if CO doesnt get GWH it'll be like D:".

hai.. dont say already.

ok, PI is due tmr morning, so i shall stop here and get started!

oh ya, i accomplished something today! i can now recite the alphabet backwards!! WHEE!

2009-01-29T22:48:00.002+08:00

this is a weird feeling.

i feel sad yet i dunno why. feel happy catching up with old time friends. feel busy doing admin work for CO, feel an1 wei4 that someone still cares for me. feel lazy that i dont want to do work yet. bu still feel pumped that i wanna get started on them.

ahh its just a mixture of a whole lot of things.

anyway, i've come to let if off here where no one sees HAHA. and i'm pretty much done anyway.

tmr got PE! and for PE tmr..
WE'RE TAKING HEIGHT!!

i'm like 85% positive i've grown lah. at least 1cm can. everyone i've asked (excluding friends) said yes that i've grown taller, and they seemed shock by it, so it must be true!

dont bother about friends, they're just in denial that people at 16+ still can grow, wahahaha.

aiya, but if i grow taller also, then that means my increase in weight is like, neutralised. O.o RARR!! i'm like finally forty.

nah, doesnt matter, what matters is my height increases LOL. even though i've like told myself a million times that i love to be short and am proud to be short. HAH.

but just, let me be in denial for one more day, before my height really shows tmr. LOL.

*fingers crossed*

2009-01-10T22:05:00.002+08:00

OMG the song has been killing me since the day of cca orientation exhibition. but now i've found the lyrics, so if it's gonna be stuck in my head, i can at least sing along! LOL.

Gake no Ue no Ponyo

po-nyo po-nyo ponyo sakana no ko
aoi umi kara yattekita
po-nyo po-nyo ponyo fukuranda
manmaru onaka no onna no ko

pe-ta peta pyo-n pyon
ashitte iina kakechao !
ni-gi nigi bu-n bun
otete ha iina tsunaijao !

ano ko to haneru to kokoro mo odoruyo
pa-ku paku chuggyutsu ! paaku paku chuggyutsu !
ano ko ga daisuki makkakkano

po-nyo po-nyo ponyo sakana no ko
aoi umi kara yattekita
po-nyo po-nyo ponyo fukuranda
manmaru onaka no onna no ko

fuukufuku iinioi
onakagasuita tabechi yao !
you kuyoku mite miyou
ano ko mokitto mite iru

isshoni warau to hoppe gaatsuiyo
wa-ku waku chuggyutsu !
wa-ku waku chuggyutsu !ano ko ga daisuki makkakkano

po-nyo po-nyo ponyo sakana no ko
gake no ueni yattekita
po-nyo po-nyo ponyo onna no ko
manmaruonakano genki na ko

2009-01-07T02:38:00.001+08:00

i've finally found someone else who also looks up and admires the moon as they're walking.

2008-11-20T16:21:00.002+08:00

omg! you know what? my father actually went to put parental control on the internet here. so now when i'm online, every now and then i come across websites that i cant view cos it's being blocked. i thought, fine, maybe i wont need to see those websites..

when i came onto blogger, man i was so thankful this wasnt blocked. then afterwards, i realised the most horrific thing which makes no sense. my own blog was blocked! hello? my blog is like the cleanest sites ever?! most of it is in proper english and there are no profanities whatsoever. there's even a cute little monkey on the top! which is nothing obscene.

omg i blogged but i cant view my page -.- i guess blogger wasnt my main concern afterall.

RARR. this is the most pathetic thing ever.

2008-11-20T16:00:00.004+08:00

i've just rediscovered again why i dont really like the holidays. cos there's nothing to do! ok, there's always something to do, but nothing i really want to. so here am i complaining. LOL.

previously for all 15 years of holidays, all i've been doing is sit on the couch and watch tv for over 12 hours. really. and i only start on my homework on the first week of school when its usually orientation. HAHA. this year, though, there is no homework. ok maybe except one commonwealth essay i'm still trying to ignore. but anyhow, i've decided this holiday shall be different. no more tv. hmm no. not no more tv, there'll still be tv, i cant help it, but not 12 hours. maybe 5. HAHA.

bleargh can you believe it i've already read 8 books. lol maybe this holiday i can become from a couch potato to a bookworm. rarr. but i'm still so damn bored.

to prove that i'm so bored, i've actually gone online to search 'fun things to do at home'. LOL. and i found a list of 500 'fun' things to do, more like stupid actually -.-

some really normal ones included:
-Read some comic books
-Play with marbles
-Laugh out loud
-Play cards
-Blow bubbles with a bubble gum
-Go shop for a really cool book

and some stupid/silly/funny/weird ones:
-Cut out photos and paste them on Popsicle sticks and have a puppet show
-Pretend that you are not bored
-Spin until you're dizzy
-Stand on your head
-Learn to peel a banana with your feet
-Dress in something silly and laugh at yourself
-Write your name in permanent marker on all your underwear
Eat 6 spoon full of sugar, a soda, and another think that makes you hyper and then you won't be bored anymore, you will end up finding something to do

and if you're really REALLY bored:
-Have a staring contest with yourself in the mirror
-Let a helium balloon float up to your ceiling and throw things at it to pop it
-Lay a long straight line of masking tape on the floor. Now spin around really fast then try walking on the masking tape.
-Pronounce your friends names. backwards
-Sit at your desk with your left arm sticking out until it goes numb
-Watch 101 Dalmatians and see if they really show 101 Dalmatians
-Make faces at strangers to make them laugh

these i like:
-Call a wrong number and talk to whoever answers.
-Find an address to your favorite famous person and write them a letter. See if they write you back
-Plan a journey (i may just go do that soon)
-Rent some fun movies (this too)
-Take one hundred dollars out of the bank and spend it all on yourself
-Write out ten things that make you happy - then do one of them
-Bring dog treats to the park and meet 25 new dogs
-Watch kids play - and then join in

lol. how do i know i'm really bored?
'Make a big list of fun things to do' was one of them in the list. and which is what i just did here -.-

2008-11-11T18:45:00.004+08:00

whee chalet was fun! i LOVED the overnight biking! though it was like damn tiring and painful for the thighs and especially the butts LOL.

14 of us with 13 bikes (one double bike), set off at 915pm to pasir ris park, but that was a waste cos we had absolutely no idea where to go or where we should be heading. in the end we hit a stupid dead end -.- and had to go back to downtown again.

finally when we decided where we should go, go we set off, at 945pm. we were headed for DHS CAMPUS @ TANJONG RHU! so we cycled through pasir ris park, then through pasir ris town park, then over the overhead bridge to tampines with the nice night view overlooking the TPE. cycled through tampines sun plaza park?

anyway, after that, the real 'fun' began. we ran out of parks to cycle through, so we cycled next to the roads. we were actually following the bus 12 route -.- cross TPJC, NAS, into simei, melville park where i almost lost my slipper crossing the road, expo, ITE, tanah merah MRT, into bedok through casafina, then through the scary underpass at 12mn and onto the highway to ECP.

on the highway, a problem occured with zhiyi's bike, the gears came loose. so there we were, stalled for the moment at 12.11am next to the highway -.- can you imagine the scene, you're driving home and you see 13 bikes and 14 people on the highway LOL. dont even talk about the highway, even on the roadside, 13 bikes cycling in a row late in the night hahaha.

ok after weihong managed to fix the bike, we reached ECP!! whoa you cant believe how relieved i felt after we could cycle on smooth roads you know for sure are for bicycles. LOL. cos cycling on roadsides with 13 bikes is SERIOUSLY DANGEROUS AND SCARY. especially crossing roads at traffic junctions and ESPECIALLY WITH A DOUBLE BIKE! LOL.

riding through ECP was a breeze. we reached ECP macs at 1245 to meet geokfen. we slacked there for a while, ate and drank coffee. then the rest went on to cycle to tanjong rhu but me prida and cheryl decided to stay and watch the things. it was just an excuse to stay haha, cos my thighs were seriously killing me! i dont know why but it's never hurt that much before. even after the time when i was racing with 2G people and i cycled more than half of ECP in 15mins, that didnt ache as much as this.

so we stayed there and talked. until an hour later the rest came back. we stayed on at macs and me, kiayi, geokfen, wansi and shenmei and a nice weird interesting chat about random stuff in the playground LOL. i drank one more cup of coffee and ate breakfast, and then we set off again at 545am.

this time we decided, no more roads. so we cycled the safe route, through all the park connectors. cycled to the end of ECP, then through changi park connector which was a 7.9km long straight road, and i mean STRAIGHT. and it was right next to the airport runway! haha.

at the end of it came the changi beach park connector, the place where we ran for marathon this year. OMG I LOVE THESE 2 PARKS! partly cos it was 6-7am when we rode there. the sun was just about to come up, the grass all covered in morning dew, the air so fresh and cooling PLUS we were cylcing through the breezy air. what a way to relax and enjoy the end of a school year isnt it.

but after those two parks came torture again. the loyang connector. after changi village we cycled past aloha changi chalets, the old changi hospital, and then into loyang itself but next to roads again, though this time there was a distinct and separate path, a smoother one, for bikes. but the worst thing was A HUGE PART OF IT WAS UPSLOPE!!! omg talk about straining the thigh muscles. in the end when we were nearing pasir ris most of us had already given up, gotten off our bikes and wheeled it uphill. but then after all hardwork, we did get our 'rewards'. after the upslope came a long long way that DOWNSLOPE! ahaha we then got on again and it was freefall all the way for the next 2mins. then we're back in downtown again at 8.45am.

we went back to the bike rental shop to return them but it wasnt open yet, so we just slacked at the beach for the next hour -.- ooh, and by the end of it my thighs surprisingly didnt hurt at all anymore. though my butt still did. everyone's did -.-

so in total, it was 7 hours of riding over a 12 hour period. we were truly crazy.

we didnt even rest much after that. we carried on and went to wild wild wet for 3 hours hahaha.

stayed for the next night as well, though i might as well have gone home cos i stupid slept at 1030pm -.- and it was a repeat of last year's chalet. omg i seriously am a super heavy and deep sleeper man. last year, i could just pull up 2 cushions, lay it down behind the rest of the people who were playing kungfu chaos on the Xbox and screaming at the top of their lungs throughout the night, and SLEEP SOUNDLY until the next morning when most of them had already left for breakfast at macs without even waking me up. and i really did not hear a single thing when i was sleeping, nothing woke me up, not even the screams and shouts of 7 people.

and this year! we were watching ghost whisperer and i fell asleep on the mattress and didnt wake up until 7am the next morning. and guess what happened throughout that night? LIAN LAO SHI CAME TO VISIT AND I SLEPT THROUGH IT! no one bloody woke me up! the class took photos with him IN THE SAME ROOM and i was sleeping at the corner! after he left they continued to play on the two sets of DDR, again making a hell lot of noise, yet I WAS SOUNDLY ASLEEP AT THE CORNER! rarr. i really shouldnt have called my mother to turn back home can. she was already on the way to pick me up that night lah.

bleargh. anyway, considering i woke up at 720am on thurs, and only slept at 1030pm on sat, that means i didnt sleep for about 39hours! damn, 1 more hour and it could have been 40. anyway, it was a good attempt. hahaha.

anyway, here's some photos of the bike trip (:

on the overhead bride to tampines.

at macs.

BEAUTIFUL MORNING SKY!

all of us at the start of the 7.9km changi connector.

i just love this spastic photo. LOL.

2008-11-06T01:49:00.005+08:00

let me show you the coolest picture.

this is seriously damn cool lah! haha though it makes it difficult to differentiate who you're talking to on multiple conversations -.- but doesnt matter, cos its too cool! LOL.

and according to leon, apparently this..

he thought was a smiling Obama, until i told him that was ME! T.T LOL. ok nevermind, i shall take it as a compliment cos he's cute. and he's the new president :D man, do i really look like politicians? with my specs on and fringe down, my family says i look like Palin. O.o

WHEE! do you realise that finally for once we dont have anymore things to worry about?! what with HCL Os over and everything else also over.. WE'RE FREE WITH NO STRINGS ATTACHED!! ahem except for a certain commonwealth essay. but other than that, we only have things to look forward to, and not dread about!!! YAY!!! never thought i could feel this relieved one day.

yay tomorrow is class chalet! i dunno what we're gonna do, but i know its nothing we need brains for. LOL. and we're going BIKING!! me and kiayi are gonna bike down from her house to costa sands to check in, and we're going night biking! that's if i still have the energy for it tmr night..

cos today was the earliest i ever woke up this year, at 5.20am. now it's 2am and i'm not even remotely sleepy. i'll have to be at kiayi's by 8am tmr, which means i hardly have 5 hours to sleep. and then i'm gonna have to last for another hmm.. 24-36 hours or more? O.O

that's gonna beat my record of a lousy 24hour.

T.T

2008-10-31T23:31:00.002+08:00

when i saw this picture, i dunno why, but it struck me so hard.
i guess cos it looks so lonely and empty..

2008-10-31T23:02:00.002+08:00

i woke up like damn early today. ok, 8 is not that early for most days, but for a holiday, or even a weekend, that's early. HAHA. was awoken by this weird dream, though i could have continued to sleep, cos it was quite pleasant, but still weird.

anyway, i went to search and interpret the dream, said it symbolised that i was trying to find myself, cos i may currently have been doing some soul searching. hmm.. ya think?

bleargh went to the library today. start of the holidays, thought i'd get some books to read lol. wah and i confirm that bedok is the weirdest place that i've ever been to. haha sorry, but seriously, everytime i'm there, some weird things happen to me, or i meet really weird people there, or stumble upon weird situations. lol. rarr and i can never find a straight route to the library, always only blindly trying to find my way there. haha lucky i like it, i'm like always doing that -.- its damn fun lah, just go to an unknown place and find your way around by yourself (:

stayed in the library and browsed for an hour, bleargh. i can never find anything there -.- or maybe i just dont know how to or what to look for haha. so in the end i just decided to get any book i see and leave, if not i'd still be stuck there now LOL.

yay then i took my long lone walk home from there, a nice breezy half hour walk.

then something funny happened while i walked past East Meadows. a lady and her son came out of the entrance of the condo and she was like reprimanding her son, "you almost got hit by the car, you know! did you know that?!". he being about only 4 years old, was happily chewing something in his mouth and looked like he didnt understand the situation at all, or know that his mother was even angry at him. and after that, the lady, holding his hand, jaywalked across the road.

talk about irony man.

hmm, time to change my blogskin soon.

2008-10-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

ITS THE END OF JUNIOR HIGH!! T.T

lol man, time really really passed by damn fast. it felt like just yesterday i came into class, sat down right at the back at the corner, and nicole yim just asked me if i wanted to sit next to her. that was the first day of school in sec1 -.-

anyway, but really, its super fast lah. can't believe it's been 2 years in 3i/4i.

bleargh, not really in the mood to emo now. i know it is the end, but it just still doesnt feel like the end yet. maybe it just hasnt sunk into my skull yet LOL, afterall i am a bit slow hahaha. but we'll still see each other next year anyway LOL. or rather, in a week's time, for HCL O's!

RARHAHAHA.

2008-10-23T23:01:00.002+08:00

'Whatever is worth doing at all is worth doing well.'
- Lord Chesterfield.

that's why its either i do it my best, or dont do it at all LOL. which basically describes my homework. (:

2008-10-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

生米已煮成熟饭。

i learnt this from prida today. haha. she actually translated my simple 'what's done is done and cannot be undone' into this cheem phrase, or at least to me it is, not that i cant understand it.

anyway yep, true enough, i said it myself anyway, i cant look back and regret, or wished i hadnt done this or that anymore. in this case, wished i had done it earlier. i can only look forward and play my cards from the hand that i'm given now. or rather, the hand that i've caused myself to get. i deserve it anyway, from the amounts of effort i did, or did not, put in.

actually i did, but i just dont know how or why it landed me here. i guess its just my inconsistency in work this year, compared to the first 2 years. wow it really fooled me into thinking i'm actually smart. LOL. then i reviewed my results, from way back into primary school, and now after 9 years, i suddenly see the light. i didnt even get really fabulous results then either. it was good enough, you cant deny that, in that context and environment that is. but now in 3i and 4i, oh man, things are just way different, everyone's different and their styles and attitudes are too.

i just realised that too late and didnt change from before.

***
AHHH!! oh man i hope they will accept me!! i want to play with the little children, and i want the $900! although i really have not much use for it now haha. it just feels good to have that money though, even though its really not much HAHA.

ooh and shangyin is renovating! omg its really starting to look like a real music studio like yamaha or cristofori. hahaha. and i cant wait for one of the sec3s to quick bring a good cello, preferably my old multi-cracked cello, to replace the lousy one and we'll have great lessons from then on!! yay! LOL.

rarr and its 4 days of school left before... before..

BEFORE THE END OF SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!!!!
can time just please stop now? :D

anyway, its so funny that commencement day is put before graduation night. like commencement then graduation?? LOL.

blah i'm talking rubbish now.

2008-10-15T22:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday when i was just sixteen,

i stepped on a piece of bread (on purpose LOL),
chased a flock of pigeons,
ran into and through a whole area of mosquito fog while holding our breaths,
wanted to book a room in cineleisure but forgot we were in school uniforms -.-,
sat at long john for the rest of the afternoon and did stupid things and talked about stupid things,
laughed until i fell off the chair (ok actually joanne pushed me off but cos i was still laughing i couldnt get up -.-),
tried to touch our noses with our tongues when joanne started licking the air to try and taste it -.-,
went window shopping around cine,
went home.

all the stupid things i love to do. hahaha. i wished i was 10 again LOL.

2008-10-14T00:56:00.001+08:00

i'm sixteen!

2008-10-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

OMG i'm gonna perform with nicole!! i'm actually playing with a symphony orchestra!!! damn cool! i'd thought of wanting to play with a symphony orchestra one day, but not so soon LOL. and i'm gonna perform with nicole!

LOL i didnt even know what kind of orchestra was it until i went for my first practice today. couldnt even find the place -.- then when i finally did, i went in and saw violins and trombone. then i went O.o, this isn't chinese orchestra one ar? LOL.

WHEE!! i dont care if its lousy or whatever, or if we're just merely accompanying a choir consisting of old people with damn powerful voices. i'm actually doing something else!!

2008-10-03T21:14:00.002+08:00

this is retarded. I am retarded. cant believe i screwed up my sec4 results, which is basically equivalent to screwing up my entire secondary school, wasting all 4 years.

everything i've worked hard for. HAH. yeah right. everything i've slacked hard for i mean. hmm ok, maybe give myself some credit. worked hard for for the first 2 years, slacked hard for the next 2.

RARR. but i shall skip all the boohoo-i'm-so-pathetic-i'm-so-sad-i-did-so-badly-i-wanna-die-i-hate-my-life-part. this is what i deserve right. we reap what we sow, so how much i get, merely just reflects how hard i've studied for it, which is HAHAH.

there has to be more to life than just studying hard and getting good results. there has to. i mean, not everybody can be geniuses and like score A+s in everything and get scholarships and everything right. or there are also some people who just cant make the cut and get a gpa >3.2. and i believe they too dont just sit, rot and die out there in the society either, they still live quite well. so, doing badly in exams are nothing! i repeat, NOTHING.

its just another phase in your life, secondary school. it doesnt determine everything. its not as if ok, i did badly, i wont be able to do the subject combination in mind, i wont get a good job, i'll just be earning meagre amounts of money, scraping by day to day, hoping i wont be evicted from my house by not paying rent or paying the bank or whatever shit. RIGHT?

so yay! this is nothing. and no one and not even myself should make me feel bad about it. there's nothing to feel bad about. its just some numbers that i didnt get enough of this one time. i'll still be able to lead a good life next time. its not about your results now, its about your attitude towards work, how hard you're willing to work for the things you want. and i've got that, so there's absolutely nothing to be worried about!

there has to be something out there for me, my purpose in life. maybe i'm here to inspire others, or help save lives, or change lives, or make people into better people. or maybe i'm just here to give joy to people, or just make money for people by working for them -.- but whatever it is, i'm sure it doesnt like need everything we learn about now, like physics or biology.

or maybe i dont even want to work. maybe i'll be lucky and manage to just marry a rich guy. whoo then i'll just live off him and not need to worry about money or getting a job or whatever working people worry about. i'll just bother about my family. HAHA. who needs physics or bio or chinese then.

whatever it is, as long as i've got my spirit, heart, soul, my cello, a good positive attitude and abit of my medulla oblongata, thats enough to carry me through life, and in whatever i do!

yay me!

ok this was a good session of self-deception, self-denial, and self-comfortment.

all is well. all's good, all's good.

(:

2008-09-30T22:28:00.002+08:00

WHEEE!!!! I'M FREE!

omg i know i overdue-ed. LOL i was supposed to come back like almost a week ago but I STUPID FELL SICK. i fell sick on monday through friday and missed my very last paper!

after 10 years of education, 10 years of taking examinations, on my final VERY LAST paper of secondary school, I MISS IT! 90% cap! cos i was sick! RARRR!

lucky its not O levels.

hahaha anyway, so finally, after 48 days! ahhh!!! everything's over! my mugging days are over, esplanade is over! ehh.. hmm. oh man, were there only these 2 things in the last 48 days? bummer.

ooh oh ya, F1 too. hahaha DAMN COOL! too bad couldnt go down to watch, was too sick and lazy to move. had tickets though! hahaha.

anyway, yay today was class outing. quite fun i suppose. went to ECP to cycle! oh man its been a long time. think the last time i cycled was either with 2G two years ago, or with my family. lol. anyway we cycled all the way to almost changi there lol. its good exercise, especially since i havent been out of the house for like more than a week, except to go to the doctor's or hospital or to school for geog paper yesterday.

2008-08-13T21:47:00.005+08:00

RARR. should i take a hiatus from today until end of exams? so i can concentrate and STUDY!! and not slack off anymore. i'm killing myself! but anyway, its not as if i use the computer so often right. other than this and schoolwork, i have no other business on the computer. i dont even talk on msn anymore. i dont even find looking at my phone for messages a habit anymore!

WHOO thats an improvement.

haha so i guess i will then. one at a time, and i'm on my way successfully cancelling all distractions and start mugging! then nicole chew will hate me LOL.

anyway, whee lessons these days are fun, cos somehow we just keep talking about life's meanings, life itself, our future and what we wanna be next time lol. ah i miss the times where i sit and talk with friends until the cows come home. hahaha man i miss everything carefree about the past.

ok, snap out of it and come back to reality! stop dwelling on the past and look at the present and future.
EXAMS!!

oh ya, i shall strive to speak in proper english from now on. YAY!

and shilei finally told a good joke today.
mdm nora: brains are all fats! you mean you all didnt know that?
shilei: wah! no wonder i'm so skinny lah!

actually it was not a joke. she was just stating a fact.
LOL joking!

hope that made you laugh, cos there wont be anymore retardedness for42 days, until 24th september! or at least i hope i can last that long :/

BYEBYE AND WISH ME LUCK IN SUCCESSFULLY MUGGING, GETTING GOOD CELLO EXAM RESULTS AND GETTING EVEN BETTER EOYS RESULTS!!!!!!

i will miss you, little monkey!

2008-08-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

the single brightest star high up in the sky is so beautiful. (:

the general office and moodle cheats my feelings. ):

2008-08-05T01:12:00.002+08:00

omg. i'm going crazy. i'm listening to all the old co songs at 1am!! listened to ji guan yu twice, then now bobbing my head to chun. damn nice lah!! wl, compared to the songs we get now.. hai. hahaha. gonna listen to hong lou meng and tian shan after this ((: wahahahah.

omg, i really miss the times when i was in sec2, when we were still innocent juniors and didnt know anything but dazus, fenzus and crazy seniors lol. and playing all the nice songs we got in the LT in old campus, where i would sit there way at the back all alone in my own little world.

sad. ): hong lou meng is seriously making me emo. especially this version where the suona sounds like a person crying.

T.T

2008-08-04T22:55:00.004+08:00

ITS AUGUST! we're two-thirds into year 2008! and i dunno why i'm saying this! but just that time passed by so fast!

CELLO GRADE 7 IS OVER!
OFFICIAL HANDOVER IS OVER!
MOCK UN IS OVER!
and I DUNNO WHAT ELSE IS OVER TOO!

anyway, omg like a few weeks ago when me and my father went to bedok market there to eat dinner, i saw mr heng, my primary 3 form teacher. he didnt see me lah, he was da bao-ing his dinner for his family -.- then just last week, my mother saw him at some hawker centre da bao-ing food too -.- haha anyway, he smiled at her, then she smiled back and started to talk to him O.o

she was like: "are you mr heng? do you remember jiayin? you taught her in primary 3." and guess what, HE ACTUALLY REMEMBERS ME!! omg lah lol. he said i was the few people he remembered teaching, he transferred and stopped teaching already btw. haha anyway, its been what, 7 years leh!! P3 is like my youngest brother's age now!! thats damn long time ago! and he still remembers. whoa, i've made such an impact on him. haha.

wl, but then when they started talking about me right, the first thing he asked about me was not how am i doing, where am i studying at, but rather, he asked whether HAVE I GROWN TALLER.

RARR. -.-

what, did he think i'd be stuck at 128cm forever? -.- LOL.
oh, then he also asked my mother if i'm still so quiet. i'm shocked that she said yes.

my mother thinks i'm quiet O.O
hmm, i guess i am anyway. LOL.

ahh, but its nice lah, to know you're remembered, even after 7 long years. among so many many students teachers teach over the years, to still be one of those remembered, you know you've got to have done something to leave such an impact, such strong impression on them.

eh, for me i mean good ones lah.

anyway, ah but come to think of it, i was more widely known in primary school than in secondary school O.o lol. can you believe more people knew me when i was in pri school? even the teachers, yes. haha. now its like, i can just blend into the background and nobody spots me. except for CO people lah. LOL.

sian. time to emo.

2008-07-24T00:30:00.002+08:00

This is funny, but so true.

"In politics, if you want anything said, ask a man; if you want anything done, ask a woman."
- Margaret Thatcher

Lol.

2008-07-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

i've discovered the workaholic in me.

yesterday we were at kiayi's house editing LA film. we started at 5.30, and i sat in front of the computer editing the film non stop for 6 hours straight till 11.40! i didnt even eat dinner and joanne had to feed me LOL.

i can so imagine myself doing some ~~lousy~~ important deskjob next time, working from 9-9pm, even though i've always doubted what people can do in their office from 9-5 on a computer haha.

ok, i still ask wonder about that alot, but i can also imagine myself doing that, and skipping meals again -.-

rarr. anyway i reached home at 12 yesterday. haha, i've never stayed at someone's house doing project till so late before. made me so anxious yesterday when me and szuyee were waiting for a taxi cos all the mrt and buses were all out of service already lol.

blah, life is boring now.

2008-07-19T22:11:00.003+08:00

i met winnie at bugis today! then went on to meet up with her at tanah merah mrt station after both of us were done at bugis with our friends. sat up there at the platform and talked with her for almost an hour. how i miss the times where i could do that with friends.

2008-07-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

reading hamlet at the top floor of the house, all alone at 12am is dangerously scary. it plays with your mind. when you're up here studying it all alone while everyone else is sleeping, when you're reading about life and death, commiting suicide, revenge, madness, bloody thoughts, purgatory, hell, eternal damnation, it really freaks you out.

it's seriously damn scary. especially when i'm all alone and the house is so quiet, every sentence i come across with any of the above mentioned words, or every time i write any of those words when making notes, omg, i feel as if something is coming over me, like the more i study it, the more these thoughts of suicide, hell and madness are being instilled into me. i feel as if the more i read it, the more i'm being possessed with hamlet's spirit, becoming more engrossed with the same thoughts he's having. seriously. and when i'm not one with him, any little sound around me just startles me.

i better pass my hamlet tomorrow man, or at least not stone there and have no idea what to write. i didnt get myself scared to this point for nothing.

2008-07-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!!

one year really zoomed past so quickly, dunno how many times i've said that already. hahaha. but it really does, and even though it did, ALL'S STILL NOT OVER!! T.T

anyway.. wl today i really felt like a tourist in singapore. early in the morning, i woke up late, took the taxi and rushed to changi airport T3 for comm meeting. first time i went there, other than departing and arriving during china trip, but that doesnt really count since i saw nothing -.-

after meeting, i went for my usual and favourite walk through the city. alighted at raffles place, walked through fullerton and across the street to the merlion bridge. met my mother, brothers and the wuhan boy and walked to esplanade.

after that we rode the SINGAPORE FLYER! although it was like quite boring to most people lah, seeing the 'scenery' of singapore for 30 over minutes, but omg, i was having so much fun taking photos, i didnt even sit and rest LOL. in the end i took like 100 photos up there -.- EH! but i could see our tanjong rhu campus from there leh! under construction lah though. haha.

then we went to suntec for dinner, before that it was my first time going up the fountain of wealth to touch the water and make a wish! hahaha.

whoa i think i had more fun than the wuhan boy -.- LOL. all he enjoyed was catching fish at underwater world. he couldnt stop talking about it. i told my father that when he came over to singapore, the first morning at my house when everyone was still sleeping, he actually went to catch the fish in my father's pond also! he got a shock! so he asked the boy if he really did catch the fish. he replied "有，抓了很多很多！" my father almost fainted i tell you! but in the end, we realised he was talking about the underwater world. the one at our pond, he didnt, but i think he did put his hand in though LOL.

***
some things i really like to do:
take slow walks at scenic places.
explore esplanade.
being alone.
finding my way around and exploring unknown places at my own time own pace.
walking alone.
simply taking walks.

oh, and sitting on the couch watching sit coms.

haha sometimes i'm really such a loner i cant stand myself. ok, an impulsive loner. i seriously LOVE just walking in places alone hahaha. on the impulsive part, i can just one day out of nowhere, grab my ezlink card and $20, leave the house and just go walk anywhere. i'll just let my feet take me wherever it wants to go. you can say this is so no life, i have no life, but heck! this is MY life!

ahem, my crazy boring life.

LOL. rarr but seriously, its super relaxing hahaha. i hate the fast paced life here, though i'll simply die if its too slow.

NYIAAH!

2008-06-29T01:46:00.002+08:00

omg the most depressing yet ever so anticipated thing!

i just went to landui blog and read the post that cally posted about guanyang's very first zhaoji as the newly appointed zuzhang. now, even my term is ending soon!!!! AHHHH!!!

that was so long ago, but still felt as if it was seriously just yesterday. T.T

hmph, how come no one remembered or blogged about my very first zhaoji.. bleargh i dont even remember it myself now.

2008-06-29T01:13:00.002+08:00

some things i did and thoughts that ran through my mind the past half hour:

1. after seeing old photos (of 2 years), i suddenly miss the old dhs campus so much! there were so many memories there..
2. i went back to 2G blog and read through the descriptions of each and everyone of us and reminiscised. great times we had..
3. went to dyb blog and had a good laugh.
4. i also wondered how much it's evolved (from my point of view). from being innocent juniors, to now having juniors of my own and soon - retiree for few months.
5. dunno why but i went to sec1 'o6's blogs and read of their last days leaving posts. they sound less sad than we did last time..
6. went to sec4 'o6's blogs to see how they felt and coped when they were sec4s last time too. they were dying with the same homework too. but somehow it seemed they still had lesser.
7. went to dhsco blog (yes it exists but not really surviving T.T) and saw the photo of samuel when he was sec 1 which i posted (yes it was ME! the mystery unfolded 3yrs later -.-).
8. was shocked at how different he looked, how much he changed! LOL.

all these just because i went to 4i blog and read kiayi's post about us doing sec4 EOYs soon and how she thought it was just yesterday when she 'poo-ed in our pants in kindergarten'.

omg i'm sec4 already and am 15years8months15days old.

ooh how young i am.
HAHA.

2008-06-27T01:55:00.006+08:00

damn sian. it's 1.55am now, and i'm not doing any work. O.o

i'm such a slacker! T.T someone help slap me in the face.

anyway, i realised i didnt mention anything about my funfilled holiday in redang haha. it was funfilled while it lasted, cos after that, it was back to school. -.-

hah the trip was damn fun again! i just love the beach. haha. especially this one.

my 3 brothers playing with the sand. the beach was super nice! and every evening you can see the huge round full moon in the red-blue sky.

and just like it was in phuket 4 years ago, we did lots of snorkelling! this time, i went for 5 trips. 3 was out at sea where we just went from the boat, lots of corals and colourful fishes.

i love this photo. my bro looks damn cute here in the middle of the sea hahaha.

look! we found nemo! LOL. we snorkelled at a marine park also, didnt really like it there cos there were too many schools. LOL! schools as in fishes haha. and i loved the last one, which was just at the corner of the island we stayed at. that was the best cos..

i swam with sharks!

2 of them haha. the water there was quite shallow, lots of rocks. was just snorkelling there when the guy who drove the boat for the other 4 trips who was also there, suddenly pulled my arm and pointed in front and said, 'shark'. haha. damn cool. it kept swimming near me, once it swam under me lol. then i kept chasing it -.-. when i showed my youngest brother the shark, hahaha he freaked out and screamed shark! and wanted to swim away. lol.

we also saw turtles during our boat rides to the snorkelling places. i think i saw like 6 or more in total. wah the boat guy was crazy in a cool way. whenever he saw a turtle he would stop the boat to let us see and sometimes try to drive it nearer to them. once when we got so close, he borrowed my father's olympus camera and just jumped down into the water with his snorkel and flippers and swam after the turtle just to snap some photos of it for us LOL.

there was another i think french or italian tourist who was also crazy one. she also jumped in with him -.- no, i think she jumped in earlier LOL.

back at the island on the second last day, i used my knowledge in building sand sculptures from the sandcastle building workshop, and my brother used his artistic talent and we made a huge turtle in the sand!

it's damn nice lah haha. can you believe it, orientation that time, it took like 9 of us to build one treasure chest, which technically also is not we build one, and at the island it took 2 of us to make that sand turtle. wahahaa!

after redang we drove back to singapore but stopped over at kijal for a night. that night we went to see fireflies. it was different from level camp one cos in level camp, we rode a big boat, this one we sat on a sampan LOL. so we could be like very near the trees and looking at the fireflies. ARGH but the full moon was like a huge bright torchlight in the sky, seriously! it was super bright that night it shone like mad and so the fireflies were not that bright in comparison T.T

i have no idea what they were doing, but this was at the beach at kijal. we had to walk through an abandoned resort project that was built halfway to get to this ulu beach.

on the road back to singapore, whoa i saw a rainbow that was actually a full semicircle that went across the sky! super nice haha.

think it'll be another 4 years before the next snorkelling trip again. haha oh! and i've like reached the maximum my skin can tan already! can't tan anymore! now all my brothers are much blacker than me can. haha. we've just upgraded to become a family of indians lol.

RAWR!

2008-06-26T02:06:00.002+08:00

let me share some fantastic news with the world today (: i, yong jy, have accumulated some seriously bad karma.

RARRRR!!!

fine i get it. i laughed at 'pop' too much. HAHAHAHA. so much so that i really got my karma and retribution that i grew too fat over the holidays and my skirt popped! wl, earlier than him leh!! nevermind, shilei's sleeve will burst next LOL.

wah, and as if that wasnt a bad enough karma, WHY! WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU THAT YOU COULD DO THE WORST THING TO ME!! my life is doomed!!! or at least for the rest of this year.

i think i'll start a list of people i've ever laughed at and go make up for it, like in My Name Is Earl.

the thing about karma..

***
ok enough of that.

hmm.. there's 2 things i really wish to get right now, if i had the money.
1. a new camera pouch to ugrade for my camera, the cool sony one.
2. the whole collection of all 10 seasons of Friends.

wah i really want the friends. I'M IN LOVE WITH FRIENDS! haha regardless of whether i have tons of homework or not, my 8-9pm everynight in front of the tv is not to be missed! 2 episodes back to back! bound to take all the stress of work off you and 100% guarantee plus chop ensure you your daily needed 10mins of laughter for a healthy lifestyle.

its damn funny, i dunno how the writers and producers can come up with such funny plots and lines! it never fails to make me laugh, not one single episode. hahaha. rarr.. so can you imagine if i had all 10 years, 10 seasons of Friends, whomg, i'd be on Friends frenzy, one holiday just sit on the couch with my youngest brother laughing your heads off till our sides split for the whole day.

now that is heaven. that should be the karma i should be getting, a good generous dose of laughter every day.

WHEE!!

2008-06-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

YUCKS this is damn disgusting. arghh.. think i'm having some allergic reaction or something! i'm like itchy all over and there's these spots ALL OVER my arms and legs that look like tini mosquito bites.

AHHHHH HELP!!

2008-06-11T21:30:00.006+08:00

ok picture time. wah siao, this is going to be a CRAZY post, i'm like just spamming photos LOL. rarr i'm lazy to arrange in chronological order, so now i shall just go in random order HAHA. anyway, first part is just some funny/weird stuff i took and saw, second part then is group photos.

this is DAMN cool. its a lego mp3! haha. saw this in the cool shop in hk where i bought my volkswagen haha.

lol ding ls super cute. when the bus driver havent come, he went to sit on his chair and pretended to drive -.- hahaha.

lol this is stupid. if you can see, they dont address you as people, visitors, or anything normal you would call yourselves, they call you ALIENS.

HAHAH this was the phenomenon we encountered at qinglu road. everyone's hair stands!! this is yilin's, i think hers stood the most LOL. ahh i still have yet to find out WHY? mr tay!!!

HAHAH so cute right! just like me, zhangyang and ahem, xinmin. LOL these are what we bought at nanjing. so now, we each have one! hahah.

the mini cups are super cute. the bigger cups are actually regular, and the smaller ones are just plain mini. lol.

Giordano?

this is one huge heap of eggs!! O.O

the fake Guardian store!! or at least Mannings is what they call it in hongkong. O.o

AHAHA have you ever seen a real ice cream truck?!!

TOFU-FLAVOURED ICE CREAM!

and lastly, the landui flag!!

ok PEOPLE time!

xinmin, jiahan and me at T3!

lol, me and yilin at hongkong. it was a saturday! LOL.

daniel and me at hongkong. this was when daniel had his usual specs on.

Jeen and me also at hongkong!

ZHANGYANG and me! at yin yue tai in sunzhongshan's tomb park. he has just one criteria you have to meet for you to take a photo with him, let him look taller than you in the photo. LOL.

most of DYB at the tomb park. this photo was taken for us by mr yusuf.

4I people in class tee! except cheryl, who's class tee stank thats why she couldnt wear it LOL. BUT she's still in pink haha.

the other pink people in landui! daniel, me, charmaine and ZHANGYANG! actually it was just an excuse to take a photo with zhangyang LOL.

most of DYB at nanjing airport with Mr Lee. it was his birthday lol. 1st day was TL's bday, last day was Mr Lee's. haha.

most of DYB at qinglu road with the statue behind haha.

year 4 comm who went for the trip!

most of landui at the crazy supper after the nanjing concert. WHOO!

ALL of DYB at yinyuetai. it was so difficult to take a complete photo. lol.

daniel and me at yinyuetai. this was when daniel had jianming's specs on cos his old one spoilt. he looks so much cooler like that! haha. dont you think so too?

landui and mr yusuf at the deck of the expensive boat restaurant.

most of DYB at hongkong.

yulong, xiaorong, charmaine and me at some restaurant. i put this photo up cos yulong's face is simply hilarious. LOL.

and lastly, DHSCO 'o8!

i didnt put up any concert photos cos, though i like went up for 13 songs, most of the photos didnt have me in it. EVEN DYB QIZOU!! shilun kept cutting me off and it looked like kianming was the lingzou instead. and the only one which had me in it, i was wearing a jacket cos i was sick -.-

oh, and one more last part of the whole trip. some classic moments or funny things said by people HAHA.

zhangyang to samuel: 看你外表成熟，谁知你心里那么幼稚。
haha zhangyang is damn funny. he was full of these 看你外表.... jokes. and its funny cos of the way he says it, like he's so great, (but small sized) hahaha.

samuel: E*****'s boyfriend so ugly, amanda's boyfriend more shuai!
hmm you know who amanda's bf is..

me: wl you very not man leh.
samuel: no, of cos i'm a man, duh.
this was backstage when samuel PURPOSELY made his tie crooked so someone can help him make it nice again for him. if you dont get this, pronounce a man, duh.

mr yusuf: mdm ilyana!
ttk: no, you cannot call 'mdm ilyana'. you must call 'darling'.
mr yusuf is mdm ilyana's husband. ttk is damn cute hahaha.

yiqi to samuel: you cannot find anything wrong with her right? that's cos she's perfect.
this was when yiqi insulted A and samuel wanted to find something to insult ZT to get back at yiqi LOL.

THE END!

2008-06-10T22:00:00.007+08:00

WHEEE!! guess who's back?

it's MUA!!

who missed me? i know you did..
ok actually no one HAH.

anyway.. phew it's like finally over!! omg it was as bad as i thought it would be. actually.. ok lah, to me, as long as in any event, as long as there were some good memories, and if it ended with me in a good mood, its good. so.. luckily there's my cute and funny juniors on this trip with me!! so if not for them, this trip would have really been a nightmare.

so to sum this trip all up (its not worth going through each day like i did for level camp), this whole trip consisted of some main things, concert, 'sightseeing'/shopping.

sightseeing
what sightseeing? seriously. ok, most of it were like cancelled cos we were behind schedule, and cos the teachers worried for our health. we only had proper sightseeing on the second last day there where we went to the sunzhongshan ling yuan or something, where his tomb was and they built this great place with 392 steps for him and his tomb, and the nanjing massacre memorial. the nanjing massacre place is really, unforgettable.. damn scary and sad. sunzhongshan's tomb was just tiring HAHA, but nevertheless, i enjoyed that day more than any other day.

in hongkong we like just toured the city but not exactly seeing, learning or experiencing anything. for zhuhai, we reached there late, so everything was cancelled, we only went to the statue at qinglu road, took photos, saw and laughed at how everyone's hair stood up which up till now i still dont know why!!

for the rest of the days other than concerts, everything else was changed to shopping. haha i didnt really shop, just wasted money. i bought a toy model of my favourite volkswagen car! a pair of nike shoes, some monkey toy, another monkey toy, a monkey soft toy keychain which me, ZHANGYANG and xinmin has ((:, 2 pairs of socks, a shirt, a set of olympics fuwa keychain, langlang's autobiography in chinese, a book on cello, a piano score book WHICH I BOUGHT WRONGLY!!! (i'm damn angry lah), and i think thats all.

concerts
omg i have to admit the hongkong and nanjing concerts were one of the best i've performed in. the best was of course esplanade last year HAHA.

the concert at hongkong was a charity concert for the sichuan erathquake victims. we played 2 songs. see, we played for a good cause.. i feel so proud of myself that i contributed haha. anyway, hongkong cultural center was damn cool, the audience seating was much smaller than esplanade's, but same concept, they're all around you. then yin xiang there is superb! when daniel was blowing his xibei solo, omg, the sound just travels all around, sounding throughout the whole concert hall like surround sound system, damn cool. they said xibei and huamulan was very good, and the professional performers there were amazed and couldnt believe we were but students.

zhuhai's was not bad too, but pales in comparison to the hk and nanjing ones. omg our qizou was rubbish. it was so quite bad that after the item, tl really ran away and hid. nobody could find her. she didnt come out until 3 songs later. LOL.

nanjing's concert. OMG OF ALL 10 DAYS, I HAD TO CHOOSE THAT DAY TO FALL ILL. that fine morning, i woke up and found my whole body aching. i knew i had a fever, i recognised that kind of aching feeling you have during a fever. but i thought, hmm maybe not lah. but RARR that breakfast i couldnt bring myself to eat, my mouth could only open so wide for a few strands of noodles to enter. on the bus off for zoutai, i told guanyang, what if i was sick? he didnt take it seriously -.- lol. but anyway, i still went up for dazu first, and tupipa. that time, i was wearing my jacket all the time, even as the spotlight was shining, and you know how hot is it when the spotlight shines. i looked over and saw sieweng sweaing like mad, then i was thinking, wth, why am i not sweating?! cos i knew once i sweat, sure cure already one. BLEARGH. not a drip.

after tupipa i really couldnt take it anymore and went backstage to sit. until tl discovered me and started panicking and ordering around.
“张扬，你的药呢？！”
“水，谁有水？”
“病了为什么没早点说？！”
sian. after that i never went up for zoutai, until phototaking. backstage i heard ttk ask, 那个cello呢？haha. after he knew i was sick and i went onstage, he started to tease me in front of everyone -.-
“哇，我刚刚还跟老师们说你这个小不点是最坚强的。现在连你也倒了。'laokui'!”

-.- rarr. haha anyway it was good he said that. wearing a thick woolly jacket in front of a spotlight couldnt make me sweat, covering myself up with 3 blazers couldnt make me sweat, but just one remark from ttk like that made me sweat like hell. LOL.

anyway, that night, i was better, think cos of all the excitement haha. backstage, it then hit me that omg, this was going to be my last performance as junior high. ahhh!! qizou that night was ok, better than zhuhai's at least. tl only disappeared for 1 song this time HAHA. everything else was great. the best was the encore!! we had 2 encores, one obviously junma, but cos we only prepared one encore song, and the audience wanted another, we gave them...

CHUIDA's LONG TENG! since they loved it best.

so when they screamed encore again, chuida stood up, took off their blazers and got ready to play. the audience screamed even more. whoa then damn cool, they just played from their places in dazu, haha. that has got to be one of the best encores lah, damn cool can, they just stood up to play. they seriously loved longteng. when they were playing it earlier, during the gu duan, even when they havent finished, they were already clapping cos they liked it so much. at zhuhai's people even cheered for them and screamed encore, FOR CHUIDA. haha.

the next day, my fever was gone -.- but it gave me a cough instead, which has now worsened and am coughing till i think i can wake the whole house up LOL.

other than concerts and shopping, overall, omg i think this trip has a theme. its like QINGLU or something. seriously, this trip was like a honeymoon for the couples. sc and ac, gy and yy, wc and tp, kw and sg, bq and eu, mr and mrs lee, and mdm ilyana even brought her husband along this time -.-. there was this one night where all the couples except one sat next to each other during dinner, they're all not even from the same dui! another day, it was like qing lu zhuang day or something, not for them lah, but everywhere i went, i see people on the streets wearing qingluzhuang! ok mr and mrs lee and gy and yy were wearing too lah. then during shopping that same day (xinmin me and ZHANGYANG shopped together), we walked into a shop which sells all qingluzhuang! in zhuhai we even toured at 情侣路 can. seriously, they could be so open about it during that trip.

anyway, thats about all i guess. oh no, i almost left out the most important thing. I'M A JINX! seriously, i'm a total jinx to all the cellos that i used. guess who's cello spoilt again. MINE! guess who's was the worst case again, MINE! crying leh.

first flight, upon getting back our cellos at the hk airport, i find that my one of the wheels on my cello case is missing! out of the rest, 3 others just had cracks and mine was the only one totally gone. went to the aviation service place to report and try to claim, only mine couldnt be claimed cos i stupid signed that baggage tag cos the woman at T3 counter asked only ME to sign it! that time, cello was fine inside.

going from hk to zhuhai, at the customs, cos i had to juggle my cello and wenyi's luggage, and had to chuck my handcarry, luggage and cello into the xray machine thingy, i fumbled and let my cello fall front first. it was a loud crash, but cos alot of people, i just picked it up, chucked it in, took it out and left. outside where we assembled, then i saw the crack on the case. at that time, i remembered tl said, if cello case ok, inside sure ok. BUT now cello case not ok, i knew inside sure die already. T.T that whole afternoon we spent like 2 hours at immigration cos we were stuck with our cellos and luggage in the rain with no bus. after a while when cargo cleared customs, they joined us in the rain too. we were like dunno how many hours behind time and our lunch was cancelled that day.

that night when we reached the hotel, the first thing i did, i unlocked the cello case and asked wenyi help me lift up the case to see if my cello had anything wrong at the fingerboard there, since the crack on the case was at that area. looks like we checked the wrong part, cos when she told me it was fine, i turned around, saw the f-hole and saw something long and yellow run down half my cello. no it was not a banana or anything sick -.- it was a CRACK. RARR. i'm like damn sick of it already, so this time i cried much shorter and lesser as compared to last year. i was even laughing at how i'm such a jinx can hahaha. and wangls was laughing at me -.-

ok yay, the photos finish transferring to daniel already. took damn long cos its like 258MB. and i think daniel fell asleep -.- he's not replied for one hour LOL. goodnight and hope you're not sleeping by the computer or anything haha.

bah shall post photos of the trip another day. seriously, if not for the people who went, i'd die during this trip haha. I LOVE DYB AND LANDUI! for now, this sick person needs to continue her langlang book and sleep.

goodnight (:

2008-05-29T23:50:00.009+08:00

flying off tmr.

ARGHH!! everyone's like dreading it.

we wrapped our cellos today. before that me and guanyang went to eunos to buy the sponges first.

TADA! our mummy-fied cello cases. T.T

wl i'm damn scared my cello will break again lah, or at least the crack opens up or something. if that happens, wah i die liao. ah but then on the bright side, it spoilt before, so at least its like, a spoilt one spoiled, and not my new one, cos i didnt bring it HAHA.

hahaha i wrote this on my cello sponge. whee i'm serial number 2!! my favourite number hahaha.

after wrapping, clearing up the CO room, waiting for bass lesson to end, and waiting for everyone to leave, my mother came and we took mine and xinmin's cello home.

THIS is what it looks like when we loaded it. looks like 2 dead bodies or coffins!! omg and the left side has my name on it. O.O ah yes, thats right. anyway i think i'll be like that when we come back too. dead. LOL. have a very bad feeling about the cellos and the trip. argh.

anyway, reached home and slept a while. was supposed to meet xiaorong and charmaine at shangyin to do tl's birthday card, but i overslept! LOL. in the end they came over to my house to do lol. xinmin came after a while too.

hahaha so nice right! of cos lah, cos i did it LOL. i drew the staff and the words! note, the words were NOT printed, it was DRAWN by me!!

hahaha. thankyou thankyou! wah, then still had to colour, cut and paste them. but it looks nice lah haha. gonna celebrate and give it to her tmr at the airport. hopefully it'll put her in a good mood and she wont go crazy and scold me anytime.

nyahh.. shit think my camera battery got problem, damn scared!! ah anyway i more or less finished packing, though i said that like yesterday too LOL. wl, and damn idiot lah, i have like 3 ulcers in my mouth! super painful lah. think if it doesnt heal soon, i no need to eat already, in china.

RARR. everyone's freaking out!

2008-05-28T23:31:00.001+08:00

WAHHHH flying off the following day already!!

today, was running around during fenzu. first was with dyb all the way, then went to tby for half an hour, then went to slack and finish landui tags in the co room cos i didnt want to play dazu songs during fenzu, then went for suona qizou pract, then slacked again LOL.

AHH and they added me into erhu qizou just today -.- so i just practised once today, and the next time i'm playing that song, will be on stage. O.o and this also means that i'm playing a total of 13 songs now!! out of 16! rarr..

ahaha anyway dazu ended damn early today, so we had the rest of the time to do chuguo stuff. me and charmaine packed the toolbox, labelled tiaoyinqis, re-labelled all the cello cases, stuck the dhs stickers onto the cellos and charmaine even helped everyone wipe their cellos clean! then we slacked and had nothing to do, so we arranged and rearranged the cellos in a nice neat row according to colour. LOL.

look, nice right, with the cellos and the cases.

then me and charmaine were so bored we played tic-tac-toe. omg it's a super intellectual game lah, you have to think strategically one can. then weicheng was laughing at us when he saw us playing, but seriously, it needs alot of thinking haha. and its fun! lol.

and the 2 comms also came up with a CO cheer! damn funny but quite nice and CO-ish hahaha. think they'll teach when chuguo that time haha.

left school at 1030pm again, then before we left we were still playing the foyer piano LOL at such an hour.

AHH have to be at eunos at 8am tmr to buy more sponge! stupid lah, other yuezus went to take and use our sponges. they took 11 pieces lah! 11 out of the 22 we bought. damn angry, now tmr have to make a trip down to collect more. ah then go school to wrap cellos. wl that thing weighs like over 10kg, and its so huge and bulky, we have to bring it home and bring it to the airport the next day too, and stick with it for the next 10 days as well!!! T.T

i love my cello, but not so much the case..

ahh. better continue packing my luggage. its more or less done, left my concert stuff.

and looking forward to 6-1 gathering! hope i can make it.. RARR.

2008-05-27T23:19:00.002+08:00

transparent plasters are super coooool. heehee.

BAHH. was so tired these past few days, sleeping by 10plus latest 12am. lol. though i've like watched 2 movies on friday and sunday night. O.o haha but really, whoa i've been with my cello for 9 hours each day for the past 2 days. i'm still gonna be with my cello for another 9 hours tmr, another morning on thurs, and every single day for the following 10 days in hongkong and china as well!!

ha its a good thing i love my cello.

WHEE and i just finished arranging my pu jia. wah siao i realised i'm playing in 12 songs. thats like the most i ever played and twice as many songs i played as in the previous dhsco china trip 2 years ago.

and i had to have yihsin realise for me that this would be my last concert in DHSCO junior high. O.O!! ah but what does it matter. not as if anything will stop after this anyway. nothing will change. nothing ever does.

anyway, AHH there's still so many things to be done!

things to do:
~~arrange pujia~~
~~buy masking tape and super glue~~
pack toolbox
pack luggage
~~cut nails~~
update scores
~~fix cello cases~~
other things i cant rmb now.

oh and one more thing. train my strength and stamina to carry 10kg load around china and hongkong. whee.

ah i'm sleepy. shall go sleep after i pack some of my luggage. (:

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them. -Walt Disney

2008-05-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

whoa, i reached home at 1130pm today. was in school till like 1030pm. wah, think i really do love the co room too much.

HAHA something damn funny happened today. on the mrt back home from today, some of us were complaining we were damn tired. weicheng agreed, then asked and said i slept at 12 right? then i was like thinking.. hmm no? yesterday i went for a night movie, after that i went straight to sleep upon reaching home at 10pm.

so i said, no? then weicheng told me he called me at 12 last night.
O.O i thought i was already asleep by 10pm.

so i quickly checked my call log, and to my surprise/horror, OMG really i picked up his call at 0011hours. BUT I DONT REMEMBER SPEAKING TO ANYONE ON THE PHONE!! actually i didnt even know i was even sleeping already until i woke up this morning.

anyway so i asked weicheng what i said to him, or what our conversation was even about. he said i talked alot of rubbish!! T.T then he re-enacted the whole thing.. omg lah, i could carry out a whole conversation, sounding more awake and lively than him somemore, and was even thinking very clearly can O.O

BUT I WAS SLEEPING!!! or at least i couldnt remember the whole phonecall AT ALL the next day. and obviously i didnt pass down the msg he told me to -.-

now my father keeps insisting i have a problem now, sleeptalking.. rarr it was just one phonecall i somehow could pick up while i was asleep!! -.-

anyway somehow or rather also, this morning while i was still sleeping, yilin called me and i magically managed to pick up her call also by just feeling the vibration. O.O to my horror she asked me where was i, was i still sleeping. then i was thinking, was i supposed to be somewhere at sometime? i thought practice starts at 830am? it was 6.42am. in the end after putting down the phone, i saw the msg that they passed down at 1221am to meet at 630am. -.- plus many unopened msges timed at 10+pm. this proves i WAS already asleep before that!

wow but really, it was damn lucky that somehow i managed to pick up yilin's call, if not i think i'd be sleeping till 4pm again like last sunday O.O haha but usually i wouldnt wake up even after 10 calls. i even sleep through my noisy alarm!! this was seriously lucky if not i'd be so dead.

2008-05-22T23:10:00.003+08:00

These Are The Days Of Our Lives -George Michael

Sometimes I get the feelin'
I was back in the old days, long ago when we were kids,
when we were young things seemed so perfect, you know?
thedays were endless, we were crazy, we were young
the sun was always shinin', we just lived for fun
sometimes it seems like lately, I don't know
the rest of my life's been, just a show

those were the days of our lives
the bad things in life were so few
those days are all gone now but one thing is true,
when I look and find, I still love you

you can't turn back the clock,
you can't turn back the tide ain't that a shame? (ain't that a shame?)
I'd like to go back one time on a roller coaster ride
when life was just a game
no use sitting and thinkin' on what you did
when you can lay back and enjoy it through your kids
sometimes it seems like lately I just don't know
better sit back and go with the flow

'cause these are the days of our lives
they've flown in the swiftness of time
these days are all gone now but some things remain
when I look and I find no change

those were the days of our lives
the bad things in life were so few
those days are all gone now but one thing is true-
when I look and find, I still love you

explains how i feel about my life now.
***
omg i'm damn sian and i dont want to do bio reflections!!
and i killed the gigantic fly that was buzzing around me ((: damn disgusting.

2008-05-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

yucks. there's a gigantic fly in front of me.

ANYWAY, wl the stupid tanah merah bus didnt come again! its the 3rd time this week, which is like, everyday lah. but today on the taxi, whoa, saw a spectacular sight. as we were travelling on the benjamin sheares bridge, on my right was the biggest full moon you could ever see, and to my left was the bright orange sun rising up above the low buildings over the the singapore river. imagine that.

bahh tmr's last day of electives. WHOO romeo and juliet!! our final short play that we have to present, damn nice, though i'm just an extra. HAHA. aww anyway, wow i think romeo and juliet is like one of the most beautiful love stories and play that can be staged, its so sad and tragedic!

ah anyway, WHOO!! FINALLY the dispute over pedra branca will come to an end tmr. omg can you imagine fighting for 29 years over a rock -.- not that i'm very concerned about it, or i want malaysia or singapore to win or anything, but its just.. 29 years!! been reading it over the news since i was like in primary school, and now finally, WHEE!! they're finally going to give it to somebody. -.-

rarr, and if they continue playing that nice but SUPER EMO song in the canteen, i'll also continue to feel emo the whole day once i hear it!!! its damn sad one can -.- stupid song make me depressed, but i love that song! haha.

ah have to start doing work now. bio file + 3 reflections are due tmr, and my level camp reflections are overdue too. and MY ARCHULETA DIDNT WIN!!!!! T.T T.T T.T T.T but doesnt matter, cook's good too. but i still like my archuleta more ((:

BAHHHH.

a pair of starcrossed lovers take their lives.

2008-05-20T21:56:00.007+08:00

omg even after 4 days, everyone's still stuck in camp fever! scopia had planned to do our cheer today but in the end didnt, atmosphere not appropriate.. hai.

anyway as promised 2 posts ago, PHOTOS! shall not be lazy anymore and post them now before its too late and camp fever/post camp syndrome is gone..

the BRIDGE!! which made me giddy every single time i step off it, and which i almost fell off it twice cos of people shaking it! ahha.

weijia me and daniel at the final checkpoint of our mountain expedition!

SCORPIA!! at the final checkpoint of the mountain destination. hmm i wonder if this was where the leech found me O.O

haha most of 4I goblins at mountain!

trekking for waterfall expedition on second day (: in front of me was ms june loh and mrs hong o.O look at the nice scenery ((:

CLIMBING A SMALL PART OF A WATERFALL!! damn cool but slippery haha.

most of 4I goblins at checkpoint 1 of waterfall expedition. halfway there haha.

weijia me and daniel at waterfall expedition lol.

chalet and mountain at campsite at night.

damn nice.. the scenery there... thats the mountain we climbed (:

river where we kayaked at on third day.

HAHA daniel was too bored during lunch he made this with all the uneaten uncooked taugei. damn funny haha.

hahaha not to humiliate whoever's up on that log (ahem shilei.), but you have to admit, this is a very nice photo taken by mrs hong haha. it really shows how everyone is helping each other.

the CANTEEN! how often can you see it empty? in this case, only occupied by 4I!! wahahaha.

and finally, KK! hahaha.

ah thats about most of the relevant ones. the rest were either of scenery or repetitive pictures. i also decided not to be gross to post a picture of my leech bite wound HAHA.

rarr omg i think my this monkey blogskin damn cute hahaha. anyway, i forgot what else i wanted to say already. so.. goodnight!

WAHAHA.

2008-05-20T02:34:00.001+08:00

WHEE i just changed blogskin haha. damn cute right the monkey lol. anyway its 2.34am already and again, only yihsin is crazy enough to stay up with me hahaha.

k, tmr got school again T.T
GOODNIGHT!

2008-05-19T02:33:00.001+08:00

ah its 2nd day of post camp. guess what time i woke up today! you wouldnt believe it. 4pm!!! omg i was shocked also lah, couldnt believe my eyes when i opened them to see 3.56pm on my watch. thought i was still in lala land or something lol. anyway. AHH i dont feel like doing an emo reflection on camp here anymore, cos later still must write on the camp booklet to pass up to mrs hong -.- ah but just a short one then.

wow through this 5 short/long (depends on each of us) days of camp, it has really brought out everyone's true characters through the activities that we went through. finally knowing who's actually real crazy and cute as well, or helpful thoughtful and caring, as we're all outside of our comfort zones and most of all, outside of our classrooms!, its good we really got to know each other much much better. with everyone giving each other a helping hand whenever we need it, whether we asked for it or not, or just sharing drinks cos one's cup cant be used (mine heh), it has really bonded us as a class, or even simply just as friends, no more acquaintances as we may have felt we were, even after 1 and a half years of being together in the same small container almost everyday.

i just hope that this bond we felt over the last 5 days was not just merely for those few days just because of the circumstances we were in, but will last for the rest of our days together or even better, be forged strong enough to last us a lifetime, or at least even after we graduate. strong enough such that like what kk said, we'll keep asking each other out for lunches here and there, now and then, just to catch up with each other.

ha and what a wonder what one night can do. one night alone up with yihsin, and we've become stay-up mates -.- LOL. as gay as that may sound, YES. being in the same class as her for 4 years already, who knew it had to take only just ONE NIGHT to pull us closer and know each other better. it started with that one night together chatting about random stuff and emo-ing occasionally, and after that became 2 nights, and 2 nights became 3. omg lah LOL. and after camp, all we smsed to were to each other! LOLLOL! MAN did camp make us gay.

and now we have 'sister' phones -.- K660i and W660i haha.

lalala its late, so i shall not post pictures now.. cos it'll take so long haha. :p nah, its just an excuse for me to procrastinate again HAH. aiya but anyway tmr still have extra practice in shangyin!! cos today's huibao sucked. BLAH i wont mind if they cancel our item anyway, dont feel like playing haha.

WHEEE!

2008-05-18T01:26:00.002+08:00

damn long never post already, like 4 more days then a month already? think no one comes here anymore too anyway HAHA. but nevermind!

LEVEL CAMP!

AHHH!! time zooms by too quickly! just a month ago i had wanted to blog about precamp but never did. now, a month later, even the actual level camp itself is over! OVER!! sian, and now i'll have nothing to look forward to anymore, except china trip which i'm not exactly looking forward to. but ANYWAYs, no depressing stuff here.

LEVEL CAMP WAS A BLAST!! before that i was afraid it wouldnt be cos the people would be like sian and so un-high. but whoo! turned out in circumstances like that, some people's true characters really start to show or either change. haha.

first day
on the bus ride to kota tinggi, i didnt sleep and talked to kk. that time didnt even know him yet, already start to make fun of me! of my chinese and my stupid 'oppose piracy support piratism' motto! -.- lol.

we climbed Gunung Panti that afternoon. wow, didnt eat breakfast that day, when we reached the campsite, we didnt even eat lunch too and just set off for the mountain. i was damn shocked and scared i would like die up there with Dunman niang can O.O but in the end we did field cooking in the middle of the forest lol. wow maggie mee never tasted that nice. climbed to final checkpoint and down. wah cant believe kk laughed his his entire way down the mountain, seriously didnt stop lah. too pro leh, was laughing at kiayi and xinqian drama-ing LOL.

the most interesting thing happened when we reached back the campsite, i sat down at the carpark, pulled up my trackpants and WHOA, saw a mass of blood at my leg near my socks. I GOT BITTEN BY A LEECH!! but didnt feel a thing, didnt see and thing and didnt know a thing ): it just sucked my blood, happy happy then fell off, didnt even bother to say hi and just left a mark on me, how rude! LOL. my shoe tongue absorbed most of the blood and it turned thick red with blood lol, so who knows how long it's been flowing. anyway it didnt stop bleeding also until like almost an hour plus later. :/

that night i saw a shooting star up in the sky (:

second day
morning we did teamtanic! omg after teamtanic i seriously admire UG people ALOT. the guides and scouts were like super cool when they were tying the ropes for the raft. jiawen super strong, keep breaking the ropes lol. after the raft was done with only 3 barrels cos we didnt have enough rope to tie the last one, we pushed it in the water and i was one of them who paddled, together with weijia james and dingxuan for my half!!! hahaha damn fun but super tiring, cos the paddle wasn't exactly very big lol. but our raft reached the end first!!! but came back second lol. but NEVERMIND! we had fun hahaha.

afternoon we climbed pelapah waterfalls. wow the trek there was nice.. the mountains all around you, the blue sky up above you, walking at the side of the road with your friends cheering and singing songs, thats the life man. then slowly we walked across streams and mini rivers, everyone helping each other up steep steps and slippery rocks. then we climbed up a mini waterfall where the rocks were like damn slippery cos they were filled with algae! but so fun, how often do you get to do that haha. then we reached our checkpoint and played in the mini pool. water was freezing cold as usual, but no choice even if you wanted to remain dry, cos everyone was already splashing each other with the water lol. we took a goblin photo in the pool! haha. and when poor fraddy was beep beep beeping, everyone splashed him with water lol. and kk peed in the pool when we left! HAHA so the orcs who went there later kena-ed LOL.

wl and that morning i just had a stomachache and had to go to the toilet, in then end kk keep saying i pregnant -.- then in the end they keep teasing me, so i played along and said i was bisexual, self pollination LOL. wl! then thanks to kiayi, even went to tell instructor pingwei can. after that he kept calling me bi LOL. ah but next day he called me by my name already lah.

third day
we went for river cascading in the morning. WHOO damn fun! not exactly the part where we go down the river on the float, but the splashing part lol. but the water was freezing cold! hahah. and we formed a line in the river and played peace like a river! so cool right hahaha. after that cos not enough time, we didnt do side travels and indiana jones. side travels nevermind, cos i'm too short anyway -.-, but INDIANA JONES!! we were supposed to do it during precamp too! but also didnt T.T

afternoon we went kayaking!! on the bus trip there, kk was showing off his singing to us. HAHA no lah jk jk. wah but his singing really not bad lah. AH and the song he composed for his girlfriend DAMN NICE!!! although its in chinese and i didnt really get the lyrics, but nicole explained to me and whoa.. goosebumps haha. super sweet lah he.

then kayaking. whoo kayaked with wanyu and daniel! i sat in front! haha. sorry daniel, had to make you look like the scared one sitting in the middle lol. anyway while just playing in the small part of the river, the 4I kayaks rafted up once successfully! damn cool! then we paddled together as one whole 4I raft. talk about bondedness. lol. then after we set off for the rest of the river, wow it was tiring, kayaking non stop. and along the way i picked up rubbish!! i picked up 3 fruits, a plastic cup, a plastic bottle, and some bunch of sticks tied with a rubber band i dunno what is that. there were many other things in the river too like a big plastic which i think inside contained a chicken, and a soiled diaper with shit in it! T.T

that night we stayed there for fireflies cruise. wah super nice, like many christmas trees shining in the dark. hai but some people fell asleep, dunno how to appreciate. nevermind (:

that night after reaching back to the campsite, alot of 4I people stayed back in the canteen and we did our reflections in our camp booklet together until damn late. haha we filled up one whole bench. then wah, kena teased by instructors for trying to help clean up to river! -.- lol.

fourth day
we had team dynamic in the morning. just did the climbing of the long pole thing only. wl dunno what happened to me that day. i went up then dared not come down! i never like this before one! usually would just dont care and jump down. rarr dunno why this time i froze out. hai, in the end james had to carry me down. wah but he super strong lah! carry me down like carry feather like that, so stable haha. THANKS JAMES! after that we didnt do anymore of those low rope courses, luckily, cos do so many times, sian already heh. so we played games instead! super fun we played pirate pirate east the poke poke game haha. and circle tag! omg the class could even create a clap for me for playing pirate pirate east -.- *clap, wait few seconds* AHHH! -.- lol. after playing for quite long, then we went for lunch.

after that we went to the white tentage and learnt our scorpia cheer! super long but very nice! wah the scorpia cheer was like 1 whole page long with my font size 10 handwriting LOL. then fraddy came and sang kiss goodbye to me -.- hahaha played a random game of simon says with scorpia and we earned a coin just like that also O.o hahaha.

ah then was mass games planned by the tchers. it was ok, just a time for us to throw water bombs at the teachers and instructors. AHH!! but the other groups threw at kk and pingwei until damn hard lah, until they were the first to fall. my flag fell into the water too!!! wah first time see anvea so angry. lol. and mr nigel koh super seh!! he canoe until wah, damn pro and seh. haha.

that day's dinner was the best! the food yup, not bad, cos bbq-ed by instructors, hmmm. haha. but also cos we were seated as a class in the orange light under a tree! damn romantic haha.

after that was campfire!!!!!! WHOOO!! at first it started out great! everyone was high and cheering at the top of our lungs. then as it went on, class after class presented their class items, while we waited, and waited, and waited. wah, finally, i think we were like the second last to present can -.- ha but ALL WENT WELL! despite all the previous disagreements and shit. all went well and we had fun ((: after we presented the silly comm skit also, where we reveal that the treasure we set out to find in this camp, was actually, in us. the DUNMAN SPIRIT!!! hahaha. the campfire ended with the singing of our school song -.-, and 知足. omg then people started to cry. i was just gonna tear haha, cos i thought, atmosphere not enough yet.

after we were dispersed into our groups for debriefing, we stayed at the campfire place for ours. omg then i dunno what got up to me but i just started crying LOL. i think like too sad cos of the songs, the class being all together, and the ending of the camp or what. hai.. wah, now emo again. ahhh. then anyway, we all each spoke whats deep in our hearts and on our minds about the camp and more people cried. damn emo that time. AHHH!! ok ok, shall not elaborate, we all know what happened lol.

haha then after that we queued up for a group hug! group-individual hug? haha dunno lah. we all lined up to take turns to hug joe and kk. lol kk threw me into the air and i flew one round. scare me leh haha, but fun lah. stupid prida and cheryl queued up for second servings -.- LOL. ah then we had our long emo lonesome walk back to the chalet where kk spoke to us Gs and AGLs about the camp and our class and gave some advice.

when we reached back the chalet, hahaha we didnt sleep yet! until super late. my chalet people we were talking through the night, so nice. then slowly they fell asleep and left me and yihsin. we talked somemore lol. and i made her cry when she started to reminisce about her wuhan trip!! SORRY!! ok yihsin if you read this DONT think about it again and cry ar.. OK? hahaha. so we stayed up the whole night together, not sleeping a single wink. haha.

fifth day
assembled the next day and did area cleaning. 4I had the easy job, lucky us haha. we just had to move all the PFDs / personal floating devices from the canoe shack and reception area to MPH. ha we got it done in a flash! so we started to slack and took a class photo! whoa, then the scariest thing happened. 2 casualties in the class, and thats where WOW, i come to admire wanyu. WANYU IS MY HERO!! wah she was super seh lah when she was dealing with dawntan. she was like going "breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out!" ok, think straight. when the instructor was like, anyone have a plastic bag?? she was like telling him, no! plastic bag cannot, paper bag! wah stjohn damn cool. haha. hey, my seating partner in class leh, wanyu. HAHA.

ok ok, after that we assembled in the heaven's canteen for prizegiving. wl, why they give so little prizes ): we planned for each race to be awarded with at least something one lor.. but in the didnt. guess it was too big a group to give out prizes to. anyway, while they were talking, omg i was like falling asleep on the table already LOL. then when it was scorpia's turn to cheer also, omg i was cheering my heart out when i realised, NO VOICE WAS COMING OUT!!! hahahaha. i knew my voice was like almost gone already lah, since the campfire, but didnt know to the extent that i couldnt cheer my last cheer ): hai..

after prizegiving, we took a level photo in the carpark and thats byebye to the campsite for us!! we travelled back to singapore on the bus ): then me and yihsin were still trying not to sleep on the bus, so we wrote on the autograph pages for people haha, and started speaking in cheers. lol i dunno why but everything i said that morning sounded like a cheer o.O damn weird hahaha.

reached singapore, damn sad. THAT WAS THE END OF THE LEVEL CAMP!!! the, according to weiquan, 2 months of hardwork over! nothing to look forward to anymore! T.T cheered one last 4I cheer at the eunos carpark LOL, took a photo with kk, and up the stairs of the mrt station. said one last goodbye to pingwei and fraddy and it was through the barriers for me. )):

when i reached home, omg the very first thing i did was put down my bags and plonked onto the sofa. fell asleep at 3pm. woke up at 10am the next day!! when i woke up, man, i was giddy like anything, hands and legs were feeble and trembling i fell back down immediately when i tried to stand up. then i realised why, cos i didnt eat anything but a light breakfast the previous day! and climbing up 3 levels to my room that day was seriously worse than climbing Gunung Panti. hahha. felt like i was gonna die.

went for co.

AHHH!! then end of level camp! on the last day, i was awake for 33hrs and slept for 18 hours straight after that. O.O

wah took damn long to type this post. haha too many things going on at the same time. was trying to find kk's email and stuff, then talked to wq from 2-4am o.O hahaha. and yihsin stayed up with me just now till 4am again!! haha.

ok ok, its 5am now. i shall end this post here. for the more reflective and emo one, tmr. plus photos, if i'm not lazy. haha. for now, TATA!

2008-04-21T00:55:00.003+08:00

its 1am. i'm damn sian now. dont feel like sleeping yet, even though i still have yet to do my maths assignment. but anyway, do you know i tend to get heavy eyebags when i sleep early? and they disappear the later i sleep? its proven with me! really, its true! though thats not why i'm still awake. it is a good excuse though HAHA.

anyway.. i've been damn angry with myself the past few days. so here's 'myself''.

ISTJ

the duty fulfillers

As an ISTJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things rationally and logically.

ISTJs are quiet and reserved individuals who are interested in security and peaceful living. They have a strongly-felt internal sense of duty, which lends them a serious air and the motivation to follow through on tasks. Organized and methodical in their approach, they can generally succeed at any task which they undertake.

ISTJs are very loyal, faithful, and dependable. They place great importance on honesty and integrity. They are "good citizens" who can be depended on to do the right thing for their families and communities. (they mean guai-kia LOL. that's why i'm almost never caught during spot checks haha.) While they generally take things very seriously, they also usually have an offbeat sense of humor and can be a lot of fun - especially at family or work-related gatherings. (hahaha see, i'm funny ok.)

ISTJs tend to believe in laws and traditions, and expect the same from others. They're not comfortable with breaking laws or going against the rules. (HAHAHA i'm the ultimate guai kia!!) If they are able to see a good reason for stepping outside of the established mode of doing things, the ISTJ will support that effort.

However, ISTJs more often tend to believe that things should be done according to procedures and plans. If an ISTJ has not developed their Intuitive side sufficiently, they may become overly obsessed with structure, and insist on doing everything "by the book".

The ISTJ is extremely dependable on following through with things which he or she has promised. For this reason, they sometimes get more and more work piled on them. Because the ISTJ has such a strong sense of duty, they may have a difficult time saying "no" when they are given more work than they can reasonably handle. For this reason, the ISTJ often works long hours, and may be unwittingly taken advantage of.

The ISTJ will work for long periods of time and put tremendous amounts of energy into doing any task which they see as important to fulfilling a goal. However, they will resist putting energy into things which don't make sense to them, or for which they can't see a practical application. (like MATHS! who uses quadratic or trigo in normal daily life?) They prefer to work alone, but work well in teams when the situation demands it. They like to be accountable for their actions, and enjoy being in positions of authority. The ISTJ has little use for theory or abstract thinking, unless the practical application is clear.

ISTJs have tremendous respect for facts. They hold a tremendous store of facts within themselves, which they have gathered through their Sensing preference. They may have difficulty understanding a theory or idea which is different from their own perspective. However, if they are shown the importance or relevance of the idea to someone who they respect or care about, the idea becomes a fact, which the ISTJ will internalize and support. Once the ISTJ supports a cause or idea, he or she will stop at no lengths to ensure that they are doing their duty of giving support where support is needed.

The ISTJ is not naturally in tune with their own feelings and the feelings of others. They may have difficulty picking up on emotional needs immediately, as they are presented. Being perfectionists themselves, they have a tendency to take other people's efforts for granted, like they take their own efforts for granted. They need to remember to pat people on the back once in a while. (hehe.)

ISTJs are likely to be uncomfortable expressing affection and emotion to others.(i'm so sorry kiayi i dont respond to your i love yous haha.) However, their strong sense of duty and the ability to see what needs to be done in any situation usually allows them to overcome their natural reservations, and they are usually quite supporting and caring individuals with the people that they love. Once the ISTJ realizes the emotional needs of those who are close to them, they put forth effort to meet those needs.

The ISTJ is extremely faithful and loyal. Traditional and family-minded, they will put forth great amounts of effort at making their homes and families running smoothly. They are responsible parents, taking their parenting roles seriously. They are usually good and generous providers to their families. They care deeply about those close to them, although they usually are not comfortable with expressing their love. (do you gettit.) The ISTJ is likely to express their affection through actions, rather than through words.

ISTJs have an excellent ability to take any task and define it, organize it, plan it, and implement it through to completion. (wah stupid geog performance task.) They are very hard workers, who do not allow obstacles to get in the way of performing their duties. They do not usually give themselves enough credit for their achievements, seeing their accomplishments simply as the natural fulfillment of their obligations.

ISTJs usually have a great sense of space and function, and artistic appreciation. Their homes are likely to be tastefully furnished and immaculately maintained. They are acutely aware of their senses, and want to be in surroundings which fit their need for structure, order, and beauty.

Under stress, ISTJs may fall into "catastrophe mode", where they see nothing but all of the possibilities of what could go wrong. (my pessimistic side.) They will berate themselves for things which they should have done differently, or duties which they failed to perform. They will lose their ability to see things calmly and reasonably, and will depress themselves with their visions of doom.

In general, the ISTJ has a tremendous amount of potential. Capable, logical, reasonable, and effective individuals with a deeply driven desire to promote security and peaceful living, the ISTJ has what it takes to be highly effective at achieving their chosen goals - whatever they may be.

wl i sound damn boring. hahaha. some guaikia who follows rules and works all the time -.-

i'm some nerd. LOL.

2008-04-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

there are many things i wanna do right now:

- garner all the patience in the world and teach my brothers to play the violin properly cos the screeching is getting on my nerves.
- step down.
- smash my phone.
- play some music, cello or piano.
- kill myself.

"The only thing we know about the future is that it will be different."
- Peter Drucker

2008-04-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

hello.

sian. i'm sitting right in front of the room in front of cweiqiang in the comp lab now LOL. damn retarded. my stupid computer the java not working, cant do anything. rarr.

learning differentiation.

cweiqiang: "ok, sweet!"
me: -.-
cweiqiang: *laughing retardedly to himself trying to push the screen up.*
everyone: hahaha. -.-

wah damn bored, dont understand anything haha. cweiqiang just laughed to himself again, or rather, the whiteboard -.-

rarr i'm seriously not gonna take maths in senior high man. cant do Ys and Xs, or squares and deltas.

O.O
cweqiang: "WOW my hand feels itchy again!"
cweiqiang: "OK! now, the X^2 killed off each other!"
cweiqiang: "WOW, delta x cancelled off!" :D
everyone: HAHAHHA

*people at the back stand up*
cweiqiang: "haha its like viewing a historic moment, everyone giving standing ovation."

too lame leh. ah anyway shall stop here. its 3.00pm haha. i seriously dont know what he doing already haha.

2008-04-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

HAHA today during PC period in the hall, i learnt that whatever i said about taking lonely walks and living in the moment, it only applies to introverts and people who senses or are non-intuitive, people like me.

((:

2008-04-08T23:28:00.003+08:00

since i was already using the comp to do work i thought was due today, which was actually this FRIDAY!, i shall just 顺便 blog haha.

after school today, and after debating non stop about what the chem pract METALLIC element was (which wasnt even required to answer in the first place! -.-), i went to CO room to pract my cello, my standard tuesday routine. but even though i reached at 4 and only had 15mins left to pract, OMG was i sweating like a pig already! ha but anyway its because every single aircon in CO room is spoilt -.-

there are 6.

then went to meet roseline and gang (daniel weijia amanda peirong nicky) in LT2 where i slacked the whole hour away haha.

peirong tried to call rachel tang but apparently some people picked up for her and didnt allow her to come to the phone. so...
weijia: use my phone lah, give me her number, i call and say i'm her mother.
weijia: "hello may i speak to rachel please?"
weijia: "i'm her mother."
weijia: "who are you? can i speak to her? i'm her mother"
weijia: *passing the phone back to peirong frantically* "ITS RACHEL!"

LOL damn funny lah!

while still on the same line, rachel passed to the phone to joylynn so peirong can talk to her. after a while,
peirong: "eh stupid joylynn you better blah blah blah!!!"
peirong: "hello are you joylynn??"

hahaha!

wah, love and miss those times where i can just sit somewhere with friends and laugh about retarded stuff.

then we stayed there until i was running late for shanyin! cos they havent finish their homework -.- in the end they all decided to pass them up the next day. rarr. nevermind, i'm such a nice friend haha.

after leaving the lt, we realised it was raining cats and dogs. ok, they realised, i knew it since i left the co room lol. so, with only 2 or 3 umbrellas and 7 people, i walked in the rain with my pe shirt layed over my file for pu, and used it to cover my head. LOL damn fun! though not as fun as the time me and jiaqian zipped open prida's empty qin tao and stuck our heads in and ran in the rain, laughing until i almost peed on the carpark LOL, until i gave up halfway through the carpark and decided to walk in the rain while laugh until my sides split hahaha.

RARR. was late for shangyin but TL was in a good mood after complaining to guan ls about scolding samuel. AHEM amanda HAHA.

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BIBABOOM! WHEEE!!

-.- haha.
feeling retarded.

my blog's quote of the day:
Love and work are the cornerstones of our humanness.
-Sigmund Freud

rarr, then sometimes i feel like being non human then. must we really have work in our lives?

2008-04-05T02:18:00.002+08:00

Bahh reached home at 11pm today after school haha. can you believe it. anyway, after all the hectic schedules of co, lots of school work and tests, minor level stuff, and others, i felt a little emo again so i looked through my files again.

after looking through all my photos, man how i miss those fun times i had. when i could just leave all the work, deadlines and expectations behind for that few days or even just a mere short period of time, to enjoy and live in the moment, be it camwhoring and slacking around in the parade square, celebrating christmas at a restaurant with my family belting Feliz Navidad, or just swinging on a hammock relaxing at the beach.

those times where we worried about nothing and just had fun, strolling home and going high by the train track, dancing to the live music in the middle of the cruise mall, exploring the ship just the 3 of us at 2am, standing in the middle of the sea letting the waves hit us, enjoying the rough outdoors on an ATV.

compare to now, where i sleep average at 2am, and be up by 630 everyday. doing work, studying, skipping meals, sacrificing all my time, effort, and dignity only just to be called “没用”. where's the fun in that.

life should be enjoyed to the fullest, grab any opportunity for fun that comes our way and ultimately, live in the moment. in today's society where everybody's working against time to meet with schedules, expectations, and deadlines, we hardly have time to meet with the most important thing, ourselves. amidst these timebomb events, sometimes we have to take a rest, slow down our pace, look around and appreciate and enjoy the little things around us. take a slow, lonesome walk home or to anywhere, listen to the silence, and embrace the solitude. take a breather once in a while so we dont suffocate, clear your mind and realise the beauty of all other things not work related.

and thats a life lived meaningfully.
a life worth living.

2008-04-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

SIAN. wl i'm just a few hours late and my PHILOSOPHY ELECTIVE IS GONE!!! rarr.. all because of the jiantao that ended at 9pm. and to think that hiphop were still dancing in DND room O.o

rarr i want philosophy! but no more vacancy. youth flying club aviator's programme, 7cm too short. drug design also no more.. can't believe i'm in art of acting. LOL.

shit.

2008-03-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

wah the edelweiss playing on kiayi's blog is so soothing, just what i need after today LOL.

SHIT had huibao today, hahaha ttk said our yinzhun is like only 75%, i was still predicting 60% can. and hey, 75% is an A! haha but of cos, its actually not good lah. sian.

alot of homework to do!
:physics 1st practical o.O
:portfolio
:chem ws
:maths assignment questions
:study geog
:many MANY sheluns! (sorry liyang!)

RARRRARR!!

WHOO! cant wait for this week to end though. hopefully i'll complete all these homework lol. then tmr is my alone time with my cello again! wed go buy blue pants, thurs spending it with my cello the WHOLE AFTERNOON again!! then got alumni dazu in the evening, goodfriday having pract in shangyin at 9, then free!! then sat is DOOMSDAY gongyan! BUSY LIKE ANYTHING. then its FREEDOM!!! for a while.

wah shit my cello sides split!!!!! T.T! need to go glue it back after gongyan. T.T my poor baby!

RARR need to listen o more edelweiss!

2008-03-08T01:18:00.004+08:00

WHEE!! bio blog project and LA film proposal has been handed up! finally, a night where i dont have to chiong anything, for the time being. ah and tmr will be the first day where i can sleep through in many weeks. seriously, i cant remember when was the last time i slept before 12 and woke up later than 10.

ha anyway, look!

which then becomes...

haha! thankyou thankyou! so nice right.. the 2 by 2 is so cute!!! cant stand it i'm gonna get one haha. anyway this is jarib's, he let me borrow it until after march hols o.O haha THANKYOU!

ok, i'm actually feeling weirdly bored now. cos i suddenly dont have anymore urgent stuff to do! hahaha.

so, i shall now sleep and wake up only at 12 tmr.

((:

2008-03-03T01:19:00.004+08:00

OMG can i like just marry marc yu!!! he's like so damn cute! hahaha. and he's a genius, as in real genius! he started playing piano at like 2, gave his first public performance at 3, won many competitions by then, learnt cello at 4, also won many competitions before he turned 5.

when he gave his first public performance at 3, he played my bro's grade 8 piece which he failed 3 times -.- LOL. and doldol's funny too!! he's like a born member of HCJC haha!! but the bad thing is that he cant stand having conversations with people his age, cos umm, he's too smart and intellectual for them hahaha. he studies 14year old stuff! he's performed at hongkong cultural centre with LangLang too!! omg dhsco can go throw face already when we go there!!! hello, newyork philharmonic orchestra which performed there too, right after they performed in NORTHkorea and received standing ovation. T.T

AHHH!! i need to finish watching my documentary! missed the last 10mins where they talk about what they think makes them geniuses!! omg they say people who play music are serious multi-taskers and our brains are bigger and better utilised LOL. thankyou thankyou!

oh, and did i mention doldol/marc is only 9 this year?

:))

2008-03-01T00:32:00.003+08:00

omg! i just remembered i forgot to pass up maths assignment when i did it like 3 days ago!!! wl! this is like one of the few homework that i actually started early and i forgot to hand up on time!!!!!

T.T

2008-03-01T00:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 29 FEB!!

ahah must watch The Leap Years LOL.
ah shit, after 12am, its march already -.- so happy belated 29 feb LOL.

omg after 27days of not blogging, i forgot how to already HAHAHHA.

anyway, LOL ttk can join HCJC already!!! today dazu he told a damn funny joke!

TTK to tby: yao4 tan2 hao3, shui2 tan2 cuo4 de fa2 $10!
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. tby plays well
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TTK: kan4, yuan2 lai2 bu4 fa2 kuan3 shi4 bu4 xing2 de.
TTK: this country is a FINE country!

hahahaha! wah he was do full of jokes today lah! even when dyb played somewhat badly at one part, then he was like staring at me like he wanna kill me, but then i couldnt help it but giggle at him. then who knew he started laughing!!! he laughed some funny laughter that i never heard him laugh before LOL. damn funny, everyone started laughing too -.-

29feb does things to people HAHA.

"Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first."

2008-02-02T00:23:00.000+08:00

LOL omg its after 12 and as you may or may not have already known, i get high after 12 HAHA.

anyway:

Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
i need ideas
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
hahaha
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
i need a plot where a girl dies at the end
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
haha
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
haha why?
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
tragedy
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
and i want to be the one who dies
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
hahaha
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
LOL
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
eh then let me watch your film after its done!
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
LOL then give me an idea
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
our ideas suck lol
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
and i want to avoid romance cos my grp only have one guy and i dun wna do romance with him hahaha
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
HAHAHAHA
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
unless the guy is my bro or someone else
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
you can do some romance thing where the guy is so blind as to want to jio you, then you keep rejecting, then he very jian chi, do lots of sweet stuff for you, until one day you die from car accident or accident lah, then it'll be so sad
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
HAHAHA
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
then he can come to your rescue at first, and he holds you in his arms and say i love you, then you tell him actually you didnt mean to reject him, is just you love him too much to hurt him in case you all break up or WHATEVER then you say i love you to him and die
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
HAHA
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
omg how did i come up with this fantastic idea??!
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
this way, you dont really have to do anything romantic with him, just have to keep rejecting..
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
and when you die and the nan zhu jiao acts damn sad, your audience will be like, OMG! or awwww man..
JY! (: i need to close my mouth before a fly gets in. says:
haha
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
.......................
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
let me think about it
Revenant- Ashes of memories. DHSCO- 22/3/08 (: says:
haha

AHAHA xiaorong is gonna do a ROMANCE film with some guy she refuses to be romantic with LOL. but seriously lor, my idea can help her, no matter how cheesy it is HAHA.

2008-02-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

omg i havent blogged in a long time haha. meant to blog like last week about JIAOLIU! and kianming#2 and stupid bighamburger and BUGIS! and other stuff, but picts cant load, comp internet connection got prob, so yeah.. haha.

anyway its a bit too late to blog about it now, but can go to shilun or charmaine or xiaorong?'s blog to read about it HAHA.

wah today dazu from 2.30 to 7!!!! too fun. HAHA. omg i'm actually very surprised i dont mind it at all leh lol. i think maybe cos its friday, then saturday no school so go home so early for what.. and anyway playing cello is like my form of fun! so i dont mind playing it into the night on friday haha!

SIAN monday got 3 tests!! T.T

2008-01-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

sian.. wont be updating this week anytime soon. i'm buried with work!!

i still have:
maths assignment - due tmr
maths SAP paperS - due fri
she lun - due tmr which i wont be passing up cos cant complete
chem quiz - fri
chem redox proj - meeting on sun

and still have other hol hwk which i havent passed up, shall not say. :X

HAHA. and i'm not feeling stressed yet. OH NO.

bleargh. my father's heading for AFRICA later (mt kilimanjaro!!), and my mom just had lasik surgery today -.-

8D

2008-01-09T20:19:00.000+08:00

life is so short and unpredictable. you never know whats gonna happen to you, or when its gonna happen in this journey of yours.

it may always seem as if its too long, like time's passing so slowly or theres always too many things to be done that you miss out on the good things in life, or just too busy to see it.

so whatever happens in this seemingly never ending journey, whatever obstacles we face that seems as if theres no way to veer past it or overcome it, dont take it as if its the end of the world and put so much pressure on yourself. all we have to do is just look beyond it all and we'll see that its just a small matter, that there are many other more beautiful things in life that would make your problems all go away, that it dont matter anymore, and would make everything else seem worthwhile.

cos after all, your journey may just be cut short. and before you know it, everything would be gone, taken away from you. and you'd realise just how much of the good things in life you've missed out, even if its the simplest of things like seeing your loved one being happy.

but by then, really, nothing else matters anymore.

so for now, treasure life, everyone and everything little thing around us. or before we know it, it'd be too late.

may you rest in peace..

2008-01-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

mural painting today was fun too! unexpectedly. LOL. i think cos the mural painting design was already done by yingzhi, so we didnt have to waste much time on it and just PAINT!

it turned out damn nice! and abstract! and artistic!! seriously, not being bias or anything, even if you think i am, i dont care, but i think ours was the nicest can. cos its henry matisse's style!!!

LOOK! 4I's masterpiece!

A VISION TO SOAR.

how many classes can do this lah. wait, actually 12, cos all the other classes did seriously very good pieces too. ahah..

wow it really shocked me that all the classes took it so seriously and produced such wonderful art pieces. even the teachers were impressed! moreover, we didnt have any formal art lessons!

man, the hall's gonna look so nice (:

anyway, other than mural painting, today, i learnt how to change the bag in the vacuum cleaner that contains all the rubbish!

TOO FUNNY. beiqin was trying to vacuum the co room but he couldnt! then we found out cos the vacuum cleaner was not sucking, it was BLOWING! so we figured the problem was the bag. we were so smart, cos it was completely full with dust! can you imagine a paper bag full of DUST. yucks!

anyway we took it out and changed it with the bag in the spoilt vacuum cleaner (: it worked again, and somehow i was the one vacuuming in the end... ?? O.o

tomorrow will be BLEARGH. dooms day for dyb. hahaha.
and i have yet to memorise mangchun. O.o

2008-01-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

i'm now a sec 4.

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WAHAHAHAHA!!

can't believe it! i'm still laughing just at the thought that i'm now a sec 4 already. cos i dont look like one nor behave like one! haha.

wow, but how time really flies. if i were not in dhs, i'd be taking my O levels this year. thats like so soon! it seems like it was just yesterday where i said goodbye to my primary school friends and headed for secondary school...

wait, yea, it WAS just one or 2 days ago. LOL.

anyway, IT'S A WHOLE NEW YEAR! 2008!!

had the BEST new year yet. dyb chalet, mahjong, countdown+overnight, pri school lunch, and bbq at home. too fun! 2007 was a blast on the whole and 2008 started off with a bang! as in... literally, cos my brother's friend totally rammed his head into the glass door during the bbq on new years.. O.o ouch.

***

it's back to school! and it was a seriously revolutionary day for DHS yesterday. i got lost in the parade square in the morning!! because there were TOO MANY PEOPLE!

DHS is now complete with full 6 cohorts of students! too cool. haha.

and today. sandcastle was fun! haha. toilet gang couldnt build anything!! we like failed miserably and only did stairs, floating platform (by me!), linking paths, and some heart and star shaped designs -.- but the whole treasure chest looks damn nice though, cos it wasnt built by the instructors! T.T

nice right!

this is damn cool.

and finally... 4I!

TADA!

2007-12-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

WHEEE! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

anyway, just came back from bintan! omg, that was my long awaited and long deserved trip away from singapore, since i left immediately the day after jixun. HAHA.

anyway, some photos, lazy to type out everything.

the beach! beautiful right? This photo doesnt even do the beach justice. WAIT, this is not to insult my photography skills, cos this photo is NICE, just that the beach itself looks much more beautiful if you see it for yourself. ahah.

another photo of the beach and the long row of coconut trees and chalets. it was low tide then, in the afternoon.

another part of the beach, this part with alot of rocks, not really good to swim in. the part where my chalet was was the best! haha.

the first thing we did when we reached was to go on the hammock! my youngest brother fell off when he jumped on cos he was too excited! hahaha. see the tall coconut trees, the blue ocean, fine sand and the green grass ((:

my brothers tried to overturn my youngest brother! hahaha.

because it was christmas, my father decided to make a ~~snow~~sand man! so cute right, but it looks so evil. haha, its actually quite small lah.

and LOOK! i'm so artistic. i drew this daffy duck! can you see my beautiful signature at the side! wahahaha!

my elder brother was outlining my youngest bro's shadow on the sand! hahaha.

nice swimming pool right!!! its not ours -.- HAHA. we didnt go to this part of the resort, the hotel one. we went to the chalet part, where it was more exclusive and private, where the beach and sand was nicer (: where all the couples on honeymoons usually stay -.-

air rifle! hahaha! thats not zhijie, thats my brother! he shot a can down in this photo. ok, he shot cans down almost all the time. even my younger bro did, 2 cans in 1 shot, twice. haha. my youngest bro also shot the can! i didnt ): haha nvm, next to it was archery, and i'm more made out for archery ((: my father was so surprised i could pull the bow can! what he didnt know was i'm quite good at it ok.. bleargh!

LOOK! i can touch the 2m point!!! i'm TALL! wahahaha. actually no ): man, in this picture although there's the 2m point thing, i actually look really short can. cos my youngest bro's who's 8yrs old is like behind me, head up to my neck. and my younger bro, 10yrs old, is like almost as tall as me!!

now comes the most fun part of the entire trip. ATV!! which stands for all terrain vehicle! omg! it was damn fun! we rode through the dirt road..

and on the beach/seaside!

look at this! what a magnificent and spectacular sight! the beautiful rock and the beautiful me in this picture :D WAHAHAHA.

anyway it was super fun and a bit scary. haha. at one point of the super rocky and uneven dirt road, i actually lost control of the ATV and fell into the ditch and into the bushes, ok no bushes, off course into the grass -.- it was hard can! my father kept laughing at me lah.. but i'm not the worse, my elder bro who was driving the dune buggy with my youngest bro actually knocked down a baby coconut tree on the normal road side, not the dirt road nor the beach, and killed it! he ran over it and snapped the poor baby cocnut tree into 2!! ahahah.

and finally, my 3 gila abangs! which means 3 crazy brothers! (:

dont see that i keep talking about my brothers, then think that i didnt do anything! ok, i was sort of like the official photographer of this trip since nobody else bothered to bring a camera (still blame me when mine ran out of battery!). but still, had loads of fun!

my father went crazy when we arrived and while i was peacefully relaxing on the hammock after a week of jixun, he came over and started swinging me, trying to overturn me! i was like screaming for my life and he was still sadistically laughing at me -.-

i played on the beach too. woah the waves were too fun! in the evening we just went into the sea, it was the south china sea btw, and just let the waves hit us! it was like free massage, but also a drowning experience. ahah. some waves were like so super big, and cos i was so light and small, a few waves hit me and washed me up the beach can! wth. my elder bro was like, shocked when he saw me appear there, when i was previously standing right next to him, quite far in. hahaha.

haha played volleyball in the mornings too. omg didnt know that my parents could play too. my father could hit the ball and my mom serves!! was totally shocked when we first played. hahaha.

and most importantly, i got a tan! AGAIN! this time i'm chao ta-ed. seriously lah. haha. but then again, my brothers are all blacker than me! lol now i'm not the only one in my family who's black, in fact, i'm the LEAST black! hahahaha.

anyway, most prob will be going back again next year, or every year. LOL.

but for this coming final week of dec hols, DYB CHALET! then NEW YEAR STEAMBOAT!

and for now. MERRY CHRISTMAS AGAIN!
and HAPPY EARLY BOXING DAY!

2007-12-20T01:56:00.000+08:00

Your Boy Side
[ ] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans
[x] Dogs are better than cats
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own an X-Box
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid (OMG CANT BELIEVE IT. it was so fun can! got track somemore one.)
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (took photo with them can!)
[x] You watch sports on TV (SEAGAMES!)
[ ] Gory movies are cool
[ ] You go to your dad for advice
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps
[ ] You like going to football games
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear (used to wear ok :X)
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors (most of my shirts are red LOL.)
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (guys do that meh?)
[x] Sports are fun
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.
Total = 11/25 points
LOL 44%.

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss
[x] You love to shop
[ ] You wear eyeliner
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors
[x] You wear the color pink
[ ] Go to your mom for advice
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] You hate wearing the color black
[x] You like hanging out at the mall
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures
[ ] You like wearing jewelry
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe (NEVER)
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] You don't like the movie Star Wars (stupid star movies always show them back to back!!)
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories (10mins! HAHA seriously.)
[x] You smile a lot more than you should (:DD)
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes (omg i like only have my sch shoes and a pair of flip flops can.)
[x] You care about what you look like (you don't meh?)
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can (NEVER)
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne
[x] You wear girl underwear (OMG WHICH GIRL WEARS GUY UNDERWEAR?!)
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid (still have them HAHA)
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored
Total = 9/25 points
omg i'm like only 36% girl!

SHIT I'M A GUY!

2007-12-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

This is too weird.

i've been thinking to myself in MALAY recently. while the bsp people were like thinking and using chinese for the past 1 month, and by now i think their chinese would be like, 一流, i'm here, sitting by the computer, thinking in MALAY.

WHY IN THE WORLD?!

haha and if you think its fluent malay like...

'boleh saya pergi ke tandas?
tak boleh!
saya tak boleh tahan!'
or
'saya tak mahu makan nasi, saya mahu makan telur dan minum susu',
then poor you have just been fooled by smart me (:

the most i think and say is.. 'apa ini/itu?' or 'siapa ini?'
which simply means.. what is this/that, or, who is this?

HAHA.

but i'm surprised how much and often i use these simple phrases cos seriously, that went through my mind dunno how many billions of times just these few days already. haha.

hmm, and its quite fun to say it too.

apa ini shall be my favourite sentence from today ((:

and btw, the long sentences of malay previously just means..
'can i go to the toilet?
no.
but i cannot 'tahan'!'
and
'i dont want to eat rice, i want to eat egg and drink milk'.

LOLLL.

2007-12-20T01:08:00.000+08:00

man.. i was so bored i just read dawn's blog. read back her old archives about china trip this year. wow, really got me laughing, remembering all the stupid tea that i bought, the late nights we spent talking cock and playing cards. LOL. then yesterday i was reading shuhua's blog also and came across his post also. WAH!! i miss the trip!

wl, my old comp broke down, and all the china photos were inside!! no, ALL the photos i've ever taken are inside! they better still be there man!! or i'll seriously smash the comp and throw it down my house from the roof and pick it up and move to higher grounds and throw it down again.

AHAHA just joking. i wont even have the strength and time to do that.

anyway. but seriously, looking back at that trip, i really dont feel like going for next year's dhsco trip man. i've almost had enough sch trips, and they scare me, somehow. i guess its all the hustle and bustle and wrecking of my cellos and all the lousy concerts to put up and all the dreaded debriefings and curfews and LOADS more.

BARGH.

2007-12-20T00:34:00.001+08:00

bleargh, shall do evaluation tmr. HAHA i'm lazy.

anyway, WHEEE!!! jixun is almost over! today's dazu was too funny, ttk praised dyb cos i told him that i dunno where to jin4. -.- praise me for being stupid HAHA.

and then i died for alumni dazu cos wl, joey didnt come. first note of xibei also yinbuzhun already :X then all the way anyhow jin4. hahaha. huamulan was so fun can, then until the most exciting part, he skipped it cos everyone anyhow play haha.

man, cant wait for christmas where i can just forget about everything and go for holiday again! stay at the resort everyday. then when i come back it would be CHALET TIME! after that would be NEW YEAR!!!!!! MY STEAMBOAT! wahahah! leon damn excited. its 12.40AM and i just smsed him about it. -.-

whee! WHEE!WHEEE!!!!

2007-12-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

too diu lian! this 11 yr old boy on youtube is playing happy spring holidays on his violin like a pro! and today fenzu we're like just happy that we can reach the end of the song? in between of cos stopping here and there, our yinzhun off at some points.. haha.

he's 11 and his sister who's 15 is his accompanist at the piano -.-

can we not have xiaozu performance for us this year? HAHA.

2007-12-17T20:27:00.000+08:00

17 days without blogging.. that has got to be a record.

anyway. OMG! can't stand it! i need to complain!!! of all 60 days in the entire end of years holidays, why does all the dyb zuzhangs have to go overseas on the same week!!! i should have gone off too, then can just leave everything behind and not care about a single thing.

wait, i WAS supposed to go, except i thought i would be so nice to dyb, i begged my family to postpone this trip just for me! in the end my parents got so pissed can.

ARGH! now i'm left alone to do this tuan yuan da hui thing that i have no idea what the hell its supposed to be like cos i didnt go for the meeting cos i chose to go overseas THAT week instead. and all the zzs are like overseas especially gy cos he's supposed to do it with me, and now i cant consult anyone to ask what i'm supposed to do about gy's part and how i'm going to go about doing mine.

BLEARGH.

and how am i supposed to huibao on saturday with only 1 person?! ok, me and samuel. no, then i'd rather solo it if i have to. but huh! then what's the use of a huibao if only 1 person's gonna show up?!

2007-12-01T17:58:00.000+08:00

my parents just left for malaysia, leaving me and my elder brother home alone. and when the parents are out, what is the typical thing anyone would do?

have friends over for a stay over.

and yes, that was exactly what my smart brother did. LOL. man, my father was angry. hahaha. he was like scolding my brother over the phone "we going back to malaysia, you dont want to follow, and now you bringing a group of friends to stayover at my house?! ... ... how many GIRLS?!"

lol. anyway, wahahaha, just finished practising my cello for 2hrs plus. thought could have practised all the way till dinner, but ran out of things to play, and anyway i think my A and D strings are going to break anytime soon. bleargh. hope it breaks tmr before concert, then can just use the school's one and no need to buy my own, and cos its concert, its Jagar strings! wahaha i'm so smart.

hmm i think i shall be good and go practise piano now. it'll be my first time in many many many many many many many months, practising at home. AHAH.

2007-11-25T23:27:00.001+08:00

I'M TOO ABSOLUTELY TOO BORED!

i think i'm actually gonna start tearing soon, really. BLEARGH i give up, gonna go down watch tv now. guess i should really just be non-existent on msn this holiday, back away from the computer, and be a couch potato until i become FAT at the end of the holiday! WHEE!

great. tv's off, everybody's gone to sleep.

I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS MAN!

2007-11-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

omg i'm so bored. even though i've not been exactly very free the past few days. as far as i can remember, i've only had 3 free days since hols started. and by 'free', i mean not having to get up and leave the house before 8 in the morning (:

bleargh i've not been online these past weeks i think people have forgotten about my existence. NOBODY'S TALKING TO ME!! )): i'm so bored i'm msn-ing my brother, who's lke only just downstairs in his room. and even he doesnt want to reply me!!

oh wait. replied (:

-.- he just replied 'kk, i go up take' to the earphones which he left up here.

anyway, wl, i'm gonna have to go publicise for the concert again this friday at KAOJI. can you imagine, people are like so anxious for their turn to go into the doomed room, and suddenly you have this crazy person coming up to you telling you all about the concert? why does that crazy person have to be ME?! and YILIN. hahaha.

concert's next sunday, and my family's going back to malaysia on saturday. i can now imagine myself putting on my concert attire and court shoes, bringing my blazer, file and cello, going out of the empty house making my way to VCH alone.. after the concert, maybe go out for dinner, and then coming back to the empty house yet again. bleargh.

anyway, wl i'm still online waiting for somebody, anybody to talk to me! i guess i shall just entertain myself by talking to myself

dont you just love the holidays? ):

2007-11-23T00:08:00.001+08:00

PSLE RESULTS ARE OUT!!

anyone have any idea what is QNPS' top score? so i can have a gauge when it will close down so i know by when is the latest i can go back to visit the remaining 2 teachers that ever taught us. LOL.

yes, i'm evil.

wah but this year's highest is like, 294?! thats like almost perfect score can! this year's paper too easy! and to think that people still complained about the paper. wait, actually those questions were easy too. -.-

LOL leon's even more evil. we visited the sch website and really had a good laugh at umm.. random stuff, and now he's high from thinking of our new year steamboat and wants to go spam XX's blog. no, he wants to spam XX's class and friend's blog about XX. HAHAHA!

hai.. anyway, tmr me and jeenise are going on Tour Singapore part II! yesterday we covered the entire east side libraries, giving them the cco leaflets and poster to be put up. tmr we're going to the west! and to school to get my IC! if the GO is open. haha. oh ya btw, i actually look FAT in my IC photo. HAHAHA!

WHEEE!! everybody's HIGH!

2007-11-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

am i pro or am i pro. i just did it. :D now i officially have msn again! without the knowledge of my father LOL.

2007-11-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

omg i was seriously too bored doing all those stupid quizzes. LOL.

had shicheng practice today. whoo 雨后庭院 is damn nice! the recording sounds like its played by a guitar though.. maybe thats why the song sounds very mexican/spanish/whatever it is thats not chinese.

anyway wl! i'm like so fedup that this computer doesnt have msn. i ren3 for very long already, and now i've finally installed msn on my own (lol), but now this stupid firewall thing is preventing me from signing in!!
!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!

BARGH i'll go try to fix the firewall thing now..

2007-11-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

1 Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M, L,A,N,Y or T.
- J HAHA.

2 What is your status?
- single.

3 What's your favorite number?
- 2

4 What's your favorite color?
- pink but i'm NOT bimbo.

5 What's your other favorite color?
- white.

6 What are you listening to?
- nothing.

7 Are you happy with your life right now ?
- why shouldnt i be?

8 If you were to be any animal in thewhole wide world what would it be?
- eagle, so i can FLY!

9 What is your favorite subject in school?
- chem chem chem.

10 Are you usually outgoing?
- when i'm high, yes, when i'm alone, no (:

11 Where do you wish you were right now?
- playing badminton with my brothers, oh man.

12 What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- sleeping.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
- ? i suppose so.

Can you wiggle your ears?
- YES (:

Can you roll your tongue?
- yeah.

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
- no -.-

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
- still want to HAHA.

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
- O.o no.

THE DO'S:
Do you like roller coasters?
- yes but never really been on a real one before..

Do you own a bike?
- nope.

Does your family have family picnics?
- no we do other things ((:

THE HOW:
How did you find out about Friendster?
- friends added me -.-

LASTS :
Last person you hugged?
- cant remember lol. i'm not a huggable type of person.

Last thing you said out loud?
- thankyou to my brother, other than that i was singing in the shower :D

THE WHATS:
What was the last restaurant you ate at?
- cant remember..

What was the last thing you bought?
- tang yuan at ghim moh for lunch lol.

What was the last thing you drink?
- MILK (:

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person who texted you?
- sieweng.

Who was the last person you held hands with?
- no one.

2007-11-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

1. What is the question that people always ask you?
why am i so black -.- no, seriously.

2 . What is the 6th text in your inbox?
sieweng telling me cello's included in this CO competition lol.

3 . What is the last thing you said to someone and to who?
thank you to my youngest brother ((:

4. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
go for shangyin.

5. Have you ever called 911?
No -.-

6. Do any of your friends have children?
No.

7. What CD is currently in your CDplayer?
no CD player lol.

8. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
dont think so.

9. When was the last time you had Starbucks?
dont really like starbucks. coffee bean nicer (:

10. Can you whistle?
YES wahaha.

11 . Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
NOPE.

12. Do you get along better with men or women?
both. i'm friendly (:

13. Do you sleep on your side, stomach,or back?
back.

14 . What are you listening to?
nothing.

15. What does the song remind you of?
-.-

16 . Whats bothering you right now?
i havent paid dunno how many donkey months of shangyin fees :X

17. Next vacation you're going on?
cruise!!

18. Last time you had butterflies?
last week i think HAHA.

19 . What did you dream last night?
no dream.

20. Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
no -.-

21. What gets in your way of your sleeping?
nothing, i sleep like a log HAHA.

2007-11-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

Have you ever . . . . ?

[ ] Gotten detention(sch)
[ ] Gotten your phone/mp3 player takenaway
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total = 0

[ ] Gotten late to a class more than10 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked outof class.
Total so far = 1

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get youout of school.
[x] Text people during class.
[x] passed notes.
[ ] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far = 4

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace, friendster,xanga , etc. on the computer at school
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[ ] Listened to an ipod cd , etcduring class.
Total so far =7

[ ] Threw something at the teacher.
[ ] Went outside the classroom without permission
[x] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class
Total so far =9

[ ] Gotten a call home
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school
[ ] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[ ] Stuck your middle finger at ateacher when they were not looking
[ ] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
Total so far =10

[x] Forged your parents signature
[ ] Made out in school
[x] Slept in class
[x] Cursed at a teacher
[x] Copied homework
tota l so far: 14

Total = 14
multiply by 3

LOL i screwed up 42% only. not bad.. i'm guai HAHA.

this is fun.

2007-11-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

HELP!

i'm too bored. feel like doing some quiz, cos i would take hours. but now like no one do leh.

anyway, i opened up my old cello again. the scotch tape were all removed and the cracks looked like open wounds. remembered malaysia trip again, felt sad all over again LOL. man i miss my cello.. somehow i 'feel' more towards it, when playing or when just travelling with it. shit this is not supposed to happen! i'm supposed to like my new cello more so i dont regret! but now i'm even starting to think my old cello sounded nicer.

no no no no! this cannot be..

i love my new cello! ((:
i love it i love it i love it to bits!

2007-11-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

omg i've just changed and edited my new blogskin within 2 nights. sian.. its supposed to take more than that to keep me occupied. now waht am i going to do. LOL.

anyway, not bad right, this skin. haha. its all pink and white again -.- nevermind, and i'm too lazy to do the tagboard, so its just all white and black, and to make it a little less dull, i've treid adding in a touch of blue that doesnt seem to work haha. and the stupid jukebox doesnt work either! but there is a song though. Boston by augustana. LOL. i love that song.

whoo! today i played badminton with my younger brothers on the road outside my house. LOL i felt like some kampong kid all over again! but very fun though, just running around on the road without any cars. haha. hmm, think shall do this everyday, then can help my fat brother jian3 fei2. but then i'll jian too! O.O bargghh.

stupid joanne, go holiday so long. i need to tell you alot of stuff! grrrhh..

2007-11-15T18:16:00.000+08:00

yet another 9 days passed and so many things gone and done.

EZCO IS OVER!!! i miss my little children! cleve, xavier, annabel, lydia!! hai. never thought i'd come to like them so much, thought they would be maniacs running around like little devils, but they turned out to be so cute! haha. but the most odd thing is that i miss the ngee ann people more than the ezco ones.. O.o i've only been with ngee ann for 2 practices and with ezco the entire week. LOL.

2G chalet's over too. was not bad, lol we talked and laughed about stupid things over bbq food, and went bowling at midnight! stupid eustance say he dunno how to bowl at all, in the end turned out scoring the most.. and i was 2nd last again, just like every other time -.-

3I chalet's over too.. more boring moments, but still very fun too. lol. cos mr yap came! haha. played card games, arcade, xbox, locked the toilet doors LOL, ate the cake secretly, and did lots of stupid stuff lah.

now today is my 2nd of rest since holidays started. seriously, since the bell rang at 1.45pm that day, its been CO and chalets in between for 10 consecutive days. now 2 days rest, and off for CO again tmr, shangyin on sat, then dazus on sun and mon again. WHEEE. -.- but anyway it's better like this than to have nothing to do. cos otherwise i'd just be rotting at home in front of the TV watching the ER and meet joe black -.-

barrrghh.. got nothing to do now at the computer even. stupid old comp spoiled, all the things inside dunno whether still there or not, then this comp got no msn! and webmessenger is so LAG! cant stand it.

bleargh, off to go find something to do. probably gonna go change blogskin. been with this for dunno how long already. haha.

2007-11-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

OMG those ezco little kids are so cute! when you merely just look at them of course. but when you have to 'babysit' them, man they're naughty. but duh, they're primary school kids. if they're good, my brothers would be angels.

but actually there are some good ones lah. like those from DYB! lol i'm so glad most of them are not naughty. the girls from poiching are too cute lah! except for the one who's overly pampered by her parents. then the very sensible but antisocial P3 ngeeann who's a malay but knows chinese and has a twin. LOL. then there's the overpossessive konghwa girl who just refuses to let me leave her side during dazu. am i loved or what. LOL. and finally.. the ever so annoying P5s from taonan. omg those 2 girls whacked hongbin like siao haha.

but they're all actually MUCH better than everyone else who purposely cause trouble by putting they're bopians into their ruans, or sleeps during dazu.

hai.. anyway, wl its so tiring lah. when its only into the ~~first half hour~~ even before the children arrive, its damn tiring already lah, moving all the instrus and everything else. bleargh. nvm, tmr i get to take a picture with the super cute ngeeann liuqin boy! wahaha.

wah now too tired. right after ezco today had to rush for shangyin. then now i'm too lazy to go home, so i'm like taking refuge at my mom's office, and later she'll fetch me for piano lesson at 9!! O.O

oh, and my dinner is a bao and sandwich and a 250ml orange juice, all of which were from 7 eleven and costed only $5. LOL. and to say that a normal healthy or unhealthy person are not supposed to lose more than 3kg a month unpurposefully.

this isnt on purpose!
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&

2007-10-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

wow i think this must have been the longest time since i last posted. 16 days ago LOL.

man, having flu and headache and cough now. and i'm feeling very hot and stuffy! GLOBAL WARMING!!! wl, just read some newspaper article last week, saying that by 2015, more than 33 coastal citites and countries will be underwater, which OBVIOUSLY singapore will be one of them. that means we've only got like 8 years left! i'll only be 23 years old! NOOOO!!! wth i still want to live life lah.

(you wont understand this paragraph, so dont read though i know you still will anyway haha)
anyway, results are SHIT. got my retribution for the seriously evil deed that us lam chop did. haha. but heck lah, damn fun, but nevertheless evil. LOL. wl, and i must say, i'm impressed! he's learnt his lesson on dealing with such things man. he totally ignored us lah! which totally defeated our purpose in our session that day. but although i'm quite !@#$%^&*&^%$#@! by it, WOW, he's gotten smart. haha.

yay now got shicheng practice again! man i seriously need something else other than dhsco's fenzu and dazus lah. songs too sian! though i know i'm like not supposed to be saying this. but really lah, after liangzhu and huanghe, what is yaozu and junma? lol.

anyway, i still have lots of homework to do, YES, on the very last week of school. bleargh. lol but come to think of it, oh man i'm such a bad student. i've got like tons of homework that i actually didnt hand up this year :X heh..

so.. shant pile it up anymore.. off to do the final few. WAHAHAHA.

think the flu bug must have infected my brain cells too.

2007-10-12T18:57:00.000+08:00

WHEEE!!
YAY!!
YIPEEE!!!

EXAM IS OVER!!

actually its not that exciting or anything great to celebrate about, really. especially when you know you're gonna fail like 1 or 2 papers..

disappointing ain't it.

nevertheless, 4 MORE DAYS OF FREEDOM!! before my mood all gets sucked away by lousy marks.

2007-09-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

oh shit. i didnt study at all today :/ This shall be the very last day i slack.

Tmr, i promise i will start to studay at 11am, and shall try to complete 3 chapters of bio, do the cedar girls maths paper and study bangbang (: AH! i need to pia! i realised i still have hopes of regaining my results back to acceptable standards again!! WHEEE!

anyway, shicheng @ esplanade is over! it was ~~damn~~ very cool!! i practised in the room toilet! LOL. the sound was super good lah cos its like echo-y. and the toilet is like bigger than my room here at home?! then the audience was like OMG, overflowing. haha.

Yesterday pan lao shi came into class and brought some of the old old yearbooks of his time, like from year 1958-64 or something. yes, THAT OLD. then coincidentally, the one that he passed me to see, when i flipped open the book, O.O the first photo i see was of my primary school chi teacher when he was 16! goodness, can you believe my current chinese teacher was the teacher of my primary school chinese teacher who is like old enough to be my grandfather? that means he's like the teacher of my grandparent or something! so cool lah! i mean, duh, he's 74 years old. and he still remembers him leh! omg i want to visit him again! then can show him his photo when he was 16, and see whether he still can remember pan lao shi or not, then can also shun bian show him how he is now, since i took a photo of pan lao shi too (:

Then there was another photo of another person. at first when jiawen saw, she was like, omg, this guy quite shuai. so cheryl, curious, whent to see too, then she realised, there was a name next to it and O.O, it was TTK. omg he was damn shuai lah! seriously! can't stand it. haha. tanwahchwee too lucky already.. hai.

anyway, I GOT BACK MY CELLO RESULTS! finally. haha.

hai need to go to sleep soon, then tomorrow can wake up early and be very energised and STUDY!

忠孝仁爱礼义廉耻
beautiful lie (:

2007-09-12T20:29:00.000+08:00

Yay! Its either i've un-blackened!!!...
or i've just simply gotten used to the colour -.-

anyway.. SHIT. i havent finished joyluckclub and the test is tmr! and i still have E and I and maths to do! and my cello to prac and geog test on fri! and then theres bio essay tmr!! WAHHHH!

well at least chem's over. YAY my dm3 and cm3 didnt kill me afterall!

hai.. and i'm so sad! i've never felt earthquakes or tremors before! i want to know how it feels like when the entire building is shaking. haha! BUT.. i'm not sadistic. i just want to experience. wahaha!

AHHHH!! I WANT MY CELLO RESULTS BACK!! WHEN ARE THEY COMING?! I'M DYING ALREADY!

pls come.. 求求你. (:

2007-09-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

O.O my cello exam results should be coming anytime soon. It's been a month now.

ARGH!
The anxiety!

2007-09-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

i flew my first kite today!
i flew it very successfully!
it flew very high, high into the big blue sky!

oh man, it was so fun, so peaceful, watching that colourful thing fly so gracefully in the air, amongst the chaos that was all around.

(:

anyway, i'm chao ta-ed. burnt. black. indian-fied. MORE indian-fied.
the first day was nothing, no signs on tan.
the second and third day, it was fun! and i wanted more sun, more tan.
the fourth day. NO FUN! hot HOT HOT!! sun rays scorching our skin! hot ground burning into the soles of our feet! you could really feel yourself heating up, like you're in the oven!
tomorrow, OMG. past few days were only 3hrs spent in the sun. tmr's the entire day!

someone HELP. i've got 2 tones on my arm/shoulder and face/forehead. LOL